Friday, December 18, 2009
Just thought maybe I should start readin' up on the things that I'll be studying in university.
Sociology:
http://socioblogsg.wordpress.com/events/Economics:
Political Science:
Psychology:
Can't find the other blogs (if there's any) but I'm gonna start readin up first =)
Well time to start gettin' back in touch with the outside world I guess.
Things to do:
1. Get driving license.
2. Play harmonica/ piano well.
3. Maybe start learnin' a new language?
4. Read up on my own background and some history stuff. Always wanted to know more but never had the channels to learn.
Story unfolded at 7:10 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
I thought I'd be fine if I had some time to my own
So I locked myself in the room, I switch off my phone
Wishin' to have some peace to myself, serenity
But on the contrary, I found nothing, honestly
I need some consolation from someone else
Something else, something tells, from somewhere else
I don't know how long more I can hang on here for
Before I drop dead on the floor oblivion what I was here for..
Labels: ..b'fore the early dawn..
Story unfolded at 6:01 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
The music I used to listen to had some kinda attraction that none of the other genres will ever have.
People just need the strength to believe in the power of this music..
And so do I.
I don't wanna give up yet.
"Back and forth.. Hold me back"
Story unfolded at 2:10 AM
This life I'm leadin' isn't healthy for me.. It's weakenin' my will to live strongly man.
Story unfolded at 12:49 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
I can't take this anymore..
Let me go.
Story unfolded at 3:28 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
I used to hate superficial people, don't get me wrong
I still do hate muhfuckers addin' to my list this long
I still got a lot of clearin' up to do, I still have a whole lot of things to spill
How you said I whined as much as the little brown dog down the block
But you never knew the day would come you'd be suckin' your own cock
Eatin' your own hat, complainin' 'bout the work you did
But FUCK YOU you ain't doin' half of what I did
You ain't gonna get yourself impressed with the people around ya
Fuckin' foolin' around wit the people who made you tremble, ya
Made you shit in your pants, reminder who could boss ya
You just a dirt in the eyes of the many, always actin' busy
Always actin' silly, tryina act maturely, sound immaturely
But as the nights grew older the wind blew colder
I laughin' at beauty in the eyes of the beholder..
Fuckin' indifference I am feelin' inside.
Story unfolded at 12:47 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Some two, three years ago I gave up friendships in exchange for somethin' else..
Now I find people in my situation at that time.. It's just so reminiscent.
Hope some day I'll find you somewhere somehow.
Story unfolded at 12:41 AM
Friday, September 11, 2009
Please don't talk to me for the time being. I need to be left alone for a while. I need this break. Perhaps, yea you were right this break has been prolonged and dragged on for some time already. I don't know, months? Maybe years. I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this state I currently find myself in. I need the strength to start anew somewhere, somehow and sometime after this long, draggy 22months 'break'. 14 months more?
I don't know. I've been too fucked up. I hate giving myself excuses, but I need something or someone to get my psyche back up. I just need some breathing space, some personal time for myself.
Like a wick that had burnt too fast.. Haha gotta find some way to ignite it back.
And no.. I don't need a religion.
Story unfolded at 11:59 PM
