三樣東西

1、三樣東西一去不復返：
時間 生命 青春

2、三樣東西毀掉一個人：
怒氣 傲氣 小氣

3、三樣東西永不放棄：
童真 理想 希望

4、三樣東西最無價：
愛情 善良 友誼

5、三樣東西最無常：
成功 財富 夢想

6、三樣東西成就人：
天時 地利 人和

7、三樣東西要珍惜：
父母 孩子 眼前

8、三樣東西做事情：
目標 方法 改

9、三樣東西交朋友：
誠信 奉獻 無私

10、三樣東西把握好：
機會 人生 婚姻。

Glück ist kein Zustand

"Glück ist kein Zustand zu erreichen, sondern eine Weise des Reisens."
"Happiness is not a state to arrive at, but a manner of traveling."

- Margaret Lee Runbeck

it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

actors and actresses

Do you ever wonder if you're just an actor in this well scripted god damn movie.?

the number 361

random thought about anger.

then i realized, that my anger wasn't as much anger than it was disappointment.

Living Disney movies in our minds, and tragedies in our lives

Because life is no Disney. Life is no Hollywood.

So did we come to this world.. To learn? Or to suffer?

I think it's great to be child-like (not childish). But like the author says:
"Living Disney movies in our minds, and tragedies in our lives"

Aint no bed of roses, get the skin off your noses. And if I ever forget what a relationship, I will read these to remind myself:

1. I Didn't Love My Wife When We Got Married (http://popchassid.com/didnt-love-wife/)
2. 10 Ways To Avoid Marrying The Wrong Person (http://muslimvillage.com/2011/10/27/15806/10-ways-to-avoid-marrying-the-wrong-person/)
3. How To Know If You're Marrying The Right Person (http://marriage.about.com/od/choosingyourspouse/a/rightperson.htm)

But haha what do I know. Sometimes as a rationale person I do fantasize about marrying huh hahaha. Gott focus on my personal development first.

I don't know if Reiki is for real, but I'll keep working!

every star can shine

I watch the clouds gather up in the sky
And I try harder to let this moment slip by
I wonder if there really is a paradise
Or if the promises of an after-life just fat lies

I thought I knew what love felt like
A process waiting for the pain to subside
Hoping to sedate the sorrows I feel inside
Hoping to see a shimmer of glittering light

Reminisce about a broken promise
Memories stored clear like in a compact disc
Sadness of a prisoner trapped in a cell
Relinquish is the only ticket out of hell

I thought I knew what freedom felt like
A state of mind abstaining from personal pride
Hoping to break from what we left behind
Hoping to see that every star.. every star can shine

no contradiction

there's no contradiction as long you accept what lies within and see it as perfection

to the gang, continue hoping.

This post is meant for the gang. Yep you guys have already received this message, but I thought I should document it as a part of my growing up process.




"Today yongjie called me about booking accommodation in Taipei (sorry about forgetting to reply your message)

This might make me sound old (I am), but I've been thinking about the times after ord when we were so carefree and all our worries were about which uni we were attending, who's chasing which girl, where we want to travel to, where to hold our 21st birthday parties, what to buy as presents etc. and suddenly all these worries feel so puny, so little.. and so.. trivial.

Then I realize life is so much more complicated than it already was, and there's so much more things out there to worry about and to do. I can't return to Taiwan anymore, and sometimes I feel so overwhelmed with all these things and feelings and.. I just miss those times.

I'm glad we've had these happy times before. Whether it's something unforgettable like the taiwan trip, or those ordinary times like our basketball or soccer sessions during recess and after graduation, movies, or just hanging out at szejun's place.

I miss them; I miss them all. I miss hanging out with you guys, and I hope all of you are doing well."




But that boy is long gone, and I'm now a man of responsibilities. Sure some burden's off my shoulder as well, now that Dage is back in Singapore and working. And selfishly all I ever wanted to be was to be a normal student like everyone else, hanging out with friends till the whee hours, celebrating birthdays and all that shit. They tell me I shouldn't let this affect my daily routines, and I carry on doing the things I need to do.

And as I sent dad to the airport and watched his tired and lonely figure head towards the gate, I feel sorry. That hug meant a lot to me, and, it's hurts to say this, but I don't think I would have understood you the man that you are if it wasn't for the past year. It's not anybody's fault, but I'm really sorry I can't do anything for you. Not now at least. Please wait for me as I overcome these puny obstacles one at a time.



Randomly Shing02's "Luv Sic Part 2" comes into my mind, as I hum to these 2 stanzas I love the most:
"Every morn I awake from a cavernous night
Sometimes still pondering the previous plight
Seems life done changed, long time no speak
Nowadays I often forget the day of the week"

"That's the beauty of music. They can't get that from you... (we need it so we don't forget); forget that there are places in this world that aren't made out of stone. That there's something inside that they can't get to, that they can't touch. That's yours... (and that's) hope."
- Andy Dufresne in Shawshank Redemption.

So evidently

Speak of l.o.v.e. so easily
Give up l.o.v.e. so readily