How to save a life

The few of us guys were just shoppin' around in white sands looking for the perfect gift for mr chee and mr gan, the only 2 teachers we can actually relate to. haha. then came across this song that alan lim said it was nice. Listened closely to it and I felt it was rather nice. Not that I havent heard this song before, I'd probably had forgotten it sometime ago. Ha.



So it goes like this..

The Fray:

How to Save a Life

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Tired.

I wanted to take this topic like 'if i had..' by eminem, but felt I had to try something different. I'm feelin the way it is in 'if i had..', and i guess everyone feels so like that once in a while yea..?

I was sittin' in a corner all on my own, seein' everyone roamin' home
Havin' won the battle but I'm too exhausted that I feel I had lost the throne
Back in Rome I had a couple million soldiers under my control, now I'm on parole
I'm in the danger zone, zonin' off from one point, I'm broke as fuck, I'm on the dole
I'm tired of feedin' all the food to the people.. When I'm starvin' inside
I'm tired of reading all logic and truth to the people but no one sees me inside
I'm tired of being hollow and trivial 'cause I'm convivial, and I like thrills
And tired of always havin' to follow all the bullshit that fuels my will to kill
Until someone sees me bein' sensible, or takes advantage of me 'cause I'm gullible
Like fuck I've got a job to do, a task to fulfill, and all these crazy shit so surreal..
I'm tired of facin' all these people transparent and real, 'cause they've got me concealed
If I could steal an automobile that drives me on four wheels I'd be so thrilled 'cause that'll be so cool

But set out to be different, I'm apparent, fuck parenting and there'll be anarchy
I'm so busy with my own life, but that's not what I wanna be, I just wanna be free,
Free from this world of anxious and anxiety, I can be tolerable but not to this degree
You gotta agree, nothin's for free, but I can guarantee, if we're given our freedom of speech
Well if you could be me, then there's wouldn't be a need for clonin', even preachin'
'Cause you'll know me like I think I know you, that's dangerously risky, but I can take it
I could have you acquited, but you'll still have me acquainted, friendship and brotherhood.. You can fake it
But I can read it, thinkin' you could judge me but you ain't got a grudge to hold.. You just can't fudge with me.. You're just begrudgin' me for my intellectuality so I'm blowin' off till you can see me no more.. And that's it..

I'm just tired of all these bullshit.

Shopping with guys! LOL.

Didnt want to leave my house yesterday. First, I wanted to study. Two, I wanted to save money and not go out. In the end I failed both -.- Thanks to jy's sweet talk.

I refused to go initially, after finding out they were going to get shirt for be yourself day - the white colour shirt which I already had. But JY's continued persistence meant that I had to force myself to go so as not to dissapoint them.

And yea, there I went with my mum, sis and bro to tampines to have lunch before meeting up with jy, sj and alan double delight.

Chit chatted and crapped all the way from tampines to bugis - topics ranging from the class's recent mishaps and girls - lols. Some humour, but it wasn't really very enganging coz I didnt really set my mind on going out.

We went straight to the bugis street to choose clothes for alan (teo). How indecisive these ppl are. Can choose here choose there, in the end dun want to buy -.- But alan got the shirt he wanted in the end, even though he felt it was rather small sized but we felt it suited him well. Hmm. jy and sj actually wanted to buy theirs, so we headed to bugis junction and encircled the whole mall - only to return home empty handed. I wanted to like sit down somewhere and chill and talk - but alan (lim) decided that we go pool. DAMN! I knew we were gonna spend money. Ha. But I shared with alan teo the money. 10.80 per hour! That's like day light robbery! But they were willing to part with their notes and so I had no choice. Ha. But still, I agree with jy to take it like it's a mini-class outing. So I shall have no qualms about it. Ha.

At night went home and jy reminded me to watch superstar finals, which was showing simultaneously with liverpool's crunch with sunderland. Not that it was a dilemma for me to choose between pool's match and superstar finals - but I had no choice given my mum, bro and sis wanted to watch superstar - and I had to give in to them. Could only catch glimpses of the match during those irrelevant parts of superstar. Had some sms-chat with hazel and shirley. Liyun doesnt reply her smses anymore! wonder why. and shirley had no idea either. ha. I dunno la. i'll probably ask her another time.

It came as a surprise the little boy won superstar - it wasnt supposed to be his day, but it did. I guess these kinda shows have no base of judgement. Though they say it's 30% judge's grading and 70% votes-dependent - apparently the votes will prevail over whatever the judges feel isn't it. Ha. I just wonder how much more these kind of shows can continue to exploit their viewer's money. Actually I'm quite sure it wouldn't last. Yet these kind of shows, no matter how little or how insignificant it may be, will always exist to fluctuate the emotions of both participants and viewers. That was it.

Another saturday - wasted. Ha. And promos is like approaching. Gotta start buckin' up if i really wanna promote.

p.s. thx yewf for today (sunday) man. it's just hard to visualise and see where this path ends. Life is but a dream.

And I was always hopin'.. For the better.

Fearin'.

Since young I've never learnt to overcome what I fear

I'm succumbing to fear, steer me away from this sphere

As i listened closely, I hear death.. It's comin' near..

I gotta persevere, strive on, or vanish and disappear

This hunger to be revered.. Ten years on.. But I'm still here

Like a pioneer steppin' on the gear.. I'm reduced to tears

If I fail to win this, I'll rather not exist..

Temptation temptin' me, tellin' me not to resist

Take this fist, clenched, and that too, stenched, I'm over the edge

No I can't speak french, I only warm the bench

Like a communication trench, I'm out-stretched, over-stretched

.. ..

As I stretch out to my sketching pen.. I hear a sound..

"Who's over the ledge?" I uncower, rooted to the ground

I turn around to that bower, eyeing for a hound

INCOMPLETE

Just..

It was just..

Woke up today morning at around 6.30, i think i'm too used to waking up early, but not this early. Usually wake up at around 7 to be JUST on time for school. haha.

Yep. And then the rest i couldn't remember.

Yesterday was Ivan's birthday surprise party-chalet. Eugene, Sze Jun and I were there with the rest of his relatives and friends at Armanda Country Club. It's quite a nice place to be honest. But to think that candy actually did that for ivan. It's so sweet of his gf to organise such a massive thing for him. haha. not that i'm being envy, but i think these kind of ppl are hard to come by these days. anyways, i felt ivan was being somehow different. like.. he's not the kind of person he is in school. i guess everyone's got their side to share. Seems more quiet i suppose. His friends were all these together, but the three of us just sat at one corner eating and chatting away. (Oh yea, i forgot to mention about the cat which was so attention-seeking. haha. it was circling us several times before it went to find other human beings to play with. I think it was looking for someone to bring it home or smth.) Ivan kept asking us to go over with his friends, but I felt it was pointless. I'm not gonna know them well enough anyway. Not that I really need to or have to. Besides, the girls there were all attached =X and they weren't attractive to me in the first place.

I kind of pitied Ivan and Candy's parents. Like they were the ones who organised everything for us, but it had to be them helping us cook. Ivan didn't get to eat much. He claimed that he had eaten before we came, guess he's just being polite or smth. And he's like awkward speaking chinese. ha.

Eugene and sj were in a rush to go home. Think they cant stay out too long. Or they didn't want to. What's more, we felt so awkward with his friends/ relatives. Sj's mum came to fetch him, and eugene, home. The four of us had quite a chat while walking down to the bus stop. Then ivan sent me off at the entrance of downtown east. I can't really recall the topics we talked about, but we did talk non-chalantly before he sent me off. Some thoughts went through my mind, but I couldn't really express myself. Just hope that the 4 of us can stay together after we graduate. I think we're quite good friends, really.

Earlier, yong jie had to call of his plans to proceed to the chalet with us. He said he had to attend some funeral or something. I just hope things remain fine as we proceed into the 7th lunar month. Jianyao actually thought about coming with us to the chalet after he decided to pon co. I think he's quite similar to me - he hates his cca practices too. I used to look forward to it, but the more I go, the more i got sick of it =/ So he, along with sj and i, went to white sands and tried the thai food at the 2nd floor. It's the first time I've been there since they've renovated. I'd say their food is quite nice, and affordable. Maybe next time we could contemplate having our outing meals together over there. At least it's much better than fast food.

We went to buy ivan's gift after that - a white nike shirt with some red stripes on it - kinda resembling that of liverpool's away jersey, just that it's adidas. ha. We were rather choosy over his gift and spent like an hour deciding his gift, where I could have better spent that hour practising my piano piece or smth. Feelin' kinda guilty that i havent been touching my piano for 2 weeks or so. Needa buck up or I'd be lagging behind. Lots.

After that they came over to my place to wrap up the present, and we had a little chat too. Introduced them a few songs which i was glad sj liked. Borrowed my album after that. Shan't go into the details, but I feel that i've been neglecting some ppl lately. Maybe i should change the way i see things.

Went piano after that and then to meet sj and waited for eugene at white sands. Yea he was late, and so was ivan. I'm glad we were later than we were supposed to be or else we'd be sticking around with strangers for an even longer spell. lols.

Yea. that was all about the chalet. I think chalet loses its purpose if you're not going with a bunch of fun-loving people coz that'll spoil the mood. chalet's suppose to be a place people do crazy stuff together, isn't it? apart from just eating. ha.

... ...

Back to saturday.

After reading the papers and times, I couldn't bear the energy draining anymore. So went back for about 3 hours sleep. Woke up, did some chores before heading to City hall to meet yu chuan. I was late, again. and I'm sorry that i made you wait 'aite! 30 mins! i'll rmbr that. Well at least it'l better than the other time i made jm wait for the whole day outside my house =X

We went to st andrew's cathedral first. it's really a very nice church to go to, but i'm not a christian, but it's still a nice place to visit. i think i may wanna go there alone another time. it's so serene and peaceful there. i like that kinda environment.

hmm. then we went to peninsula to check out some guitar stuff. I realise there's more things over there than at swee lee. think i shall check that place out thoroughly instead of limiting my options to just swee lee. hmm. The prices there are much cheaper too. I need a tuner and a proper capo! but first my piano! hmm.

We went for a 'big walk' after that, walking around aimlessly and losing our way, before going all the way back to marina square to have dinner at subway! woot. i JUST love their cookies. and the first time i've tried their white chips cookie. it's nice.. and fattening too! nvm la. i'll play more soccer.

Never knew somethings that turned out the way it was. If i had JUST stayed in sa, maybe i'd be closer to some of them.. But i guess, things have become the way it is, I JUST gotta make do with what i've got.. Perhaps this teacher's day, instead of going back tms, which I dun feel any connection (neither can I relate to it) anymore, i should go find someone whom i think she's forgotten. But i wanna let her know that I've not forgotten her, and i've really taken her words to heart and followed to it closely. Just a pity to have lost her contacts. I wonder how she's doing. Hope to be able to see her back in school on teacher's day.

Ha. Nvm abt that. After dinner we were actually heading for the mrt, then a passer-by came to us asking for directions to marina bay, you know, that floating platform. He said he was going there to view the fireworks..

Hmm? Fireworks? We were taken by surprise coz we didnt know there was fireworks on display today. After giving him directions to marina bay, we took the short route (yes, we told him to walk that longer route by accident =/ ) to marina bay. Hell there were loads of ppl sitting at the stairways leading to the esplanade. we wanted to find some deserted spot where there were fewer ppl, but it was always gonna be difficult. We managed somehow to squeeze thru to somewhere near the Singapore Flyer. It wasn't exactly deserted, beside the river there were all people sitting down at the rocks waiting for the fireworks. We sat down and did some stupid stff. We even took pictures together! Lol. Like a gay couple seriously. I'd upload pictures once my com's fixed. ha.

It was about 9, then yu chuan wanted to go check out the ritz carlton hotel. It was my second time there. The urgent yc went toilet to release his bladder at once, then we rushed outside to take snapshots of the fireworks (quite childish, I know, but that's the way we are, ha). Spend some time there before we noticed a stylo car! I can't rmbr the name of the car brand, but it was hell style! I'd upload once I get them.

So much for taking all the cameo shots. We had to squeeze to the mrt with millions of other ppl. We took like 20 mins to get the mrt, bypassing the place where our first og outing was held! I think yc wants to organise an og reunion next yr or smth. I hope it'll work out fine. =D

We parted ways at the mrt station, guess all good things have to come to an end. Time flies, especially when u're enjoying it. And i was really glad to have meet him too! And, although i have the cd already, thanks nonetheless for the effort. But rmbr, support originality! Dun download or buy pirated / china cds! Support the taiwan music industry! Think about how you'd feel if u were in their shoes. Yea. That was about it.

I just hope to keep some of these souls implanted in my brain for as long as possible. And for the ever-so-far-out-there-but-we'll-remember-you jing, shine on. take care ok!

And that was.. just another saturday.. Well spent.. But not very productive, on the notion that I've got so many hw to do! WR! Damn. I think sj's come running after me for my part =X

p.s. jing i'm still waiting for your letter..! With the stamp of course, I want canadian stamps. ha.

Off to soccer in another 4 hours!

cycle.

Finally! The start of the new EPL season. the long wait is over! Haha. Now at least i have something to keep me occupied on weekends..! And pool just won yday's match by a gerrard winner! woot. one freekick to remember. aiya. dunno why la. i'm like zihai or smth. lol. the beggining of another cycle? hell yea.

Travelling back in space, it's a race for my place
Complacency gets me in place, i'm off without a trace
Opsey dazey, I'm just so pacy, you can see me blazin'
I can't even spell these words even it's simple like abc
Learnt things the easy way, now i see hard tough, tough harder
Fire crackers off in the sky, i'm way up in the sky, even higher
Just a sinner askin' to be forgiven, I'm in seventh heaven
God tells me there's one of him, to the point of no return
Regret, that's what I said, you gotta live to the fullest
Gettin paid for bein' laid, like a bubble 'bout to burst
Maximise your potential, frailed when I fail to hit the nail
Hup-hup, seconds left with one to trail, what does this entail?
This is your turn to burn, like a clockwise turn on the clock
Symbolisin' your time's runnin' out, bullet thru' a shot
Your candle like hope.. always diminishin'.. Thru life.. Alwayz wishin'..
Not to be betrayed.. But that's life.. always greyed..

Hope it's not too bad. Opz please.

it's just that.. I've just had another cycle, skimming thru some of the past.. It's just stupid. Haha. Hope I'll never have to repeat that cycle. thx 'guys.

Ideal

Reality..

Something so far..


And ever so near.


Gunnin' down the troops of liberty, that's the problem with me
I can't sit on the fence and do nothin', that's not like me
When he turns a blind eye to what the truth has to say
He ain't got no proof, tuggin' it out with his homies, today
Or yesterday, Monday to Friday, Friday to Sunday
I'm battlin' for honours fightin' for a future pay
The way of life...? Hmm.. I'm free from treachery, search my treasury
Brotherhood or mankind.. Behold the blood soaked in this weaponry...


That day I came over to this place with no labels or warnings
Death at the end, it's anger over shy, dagger for killin'
The special one, claimed to be the filial one, never enough fun
Three two one, Three to one, it's close to none, you laugh and I run
No joke told like the innocent folk, see where you gettin' at?
It's words with clotted blood, see where the threat is at?
The rat is reared, the brat is here, like how much dread is feared
Nothin' severe, accelerate the gear when death is near..


When you told me rap won't work, this quirk attitude
I was just a little jerk livin' in his world, call me a rube
Shake this head off, what's that, you scared, 'ab? You were dissin' me too
I was a fool to listen to you! And that sunshine ray
I couldn't trust what you said, but I think that's okay to me
At least, that smirk on your face when I saw you that day
Like you spending seventeen like fifty, me spendin' seventeen
Like I was thrifty, to think that I've grown out of my teen
Longer than you did, more than you know, but that's how it goes
When time's spent, emotion grows, and from then we started to roll
Wait a sec, like 'spend some time with me' was our signal
When lone creeps to reap me apart, this line keeps flowin'
Through time, space, you've seen me blazin', and pacin' off
'The Death' was more than you think, like jesus, blowing off
He was revived on easter, the sunday of resurrection
Secular, back in spectacular fashion..

And the ideal world,
Beyond complexion..

Somethin' ever so far.

Didn't really focus on flow.
Just had these thoughts runnin' thru my mind after Saturday morning.

Forgotten.

I think almost everyone feels this fear once in a while. When you're forgotten.

Have been having the same dream about something that I don't even know if it's true. I'm not really bothered by it, just felt that I had to jot it down somewhere for me to recall about it. Let's see if it's really true. Havent been in the right frame of mind lately.

Guess what.

I miss a lot of people.

My family, my relatives, my close friends.

It comforts me somehow, to know these people still remember.
That despite the fact my handphone and com is spoilt.
(I'm using my laptop now. Ain't that sad!)

Hai.

Anyway, thanks to Aidan for that 1+ hr of conversation we had that day. No matter how long u've been gone, I can't forget this friend of mine. It's been some 2,3 years, and it's amazing we can still chat like bestest of friends. To like share so many common topics, I was so happy to be able to talk to him. =D

And Jing. I've received ur letter and replied to it asap. I feel so touched to receive your postcard! =D But the thing now is, o.g. 27 has been torn to pieces. We no longer contact each other anymore, coupled by the fact my com and hp's spoilt. That's worse. I somehow feel kinda irrelavant to a lot of things out there. It's just weird la. I hope all of us can still chat like good friends, but it's hard. Everyone has got their own lives to live.

Even my three very nice 'sisters' =D We can still chat and talk rubbish I hope, although it wasnt too long ago we did that =D And for someone who chu lian le! Hope everything goes out smoothly for you. Anything must update me! =D

To Jun Wei, thanks for going out to the concert with me! It's surprising how we can still be such good friends after being such a total idiotic, selfish bastard I was back in sec 2. Ha. But it's over, I'm just looking forward to a lot of things, amongst which includes the end of promos and PW. These are just short term goals.

And please, if I havent included ur name here, it's just that I feel there's somethings that words can tell. I'd rather keep it in my heart, even if one day, anything's forgotten.

You'll Never Walk Alone.

p.s. THX JING! LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR NEXT LETTER! =D

Solitude.

Everything seems so fast.. I can barely rmbr what I've done for the past few weeks.

Just a recount of a few things:

Yesterday's class was absolutely interesting. The class like went mad. Everyone was joking in every lesson. Yet somehow, everyone was focussed too. I like my class, the guys. The girls i cant really make any comment cause I've yet to really talk to them. Even if i do, the manner which they respond just makes me lose my appetite.

Not that the guys in class havent really put in enough effort. In fact, I think people like Jian Yao, Eugene and I, we're trying very hard to promote interaction between the class. But why cant everyone tell? It's just. Aiya.

Anyways, Chinese class was totaly rubbish. 2 hours of nonsense. Mr Gan was going through the 成語練習. the scenario was like this:

Mr Gan: 目空一切是什麽意思？
Class: 不知道！
Mr Gan: 目空一切就是很像很驕傲的人啊！我們這班有沒有？
Class: 宇淵！
Me: 我?!
Mr Gan: 是嗎?可是目空一切的人也是要有本事啊！看宇淵這樣的人，怎麽可能目空一切？
Me: ...

Chem Lesson:

(Jun kang throws rubbish, misses the bin)
Mr Goh: Jun Kang go and throw the paper!
Jun Kang: But it went in what!
Mr Goh: No, it didnt!
JK: HA! Parallax Error!

LOL. What the hell is going on??

Today my mum and I went to see Mr Gan for meet the parents session. Didn't get a scolding from my mum, she was very understanding in fact. =D Mr Gan was saying i'm a very 開朗,但開朗不代表隨便. But my mum disagreed. It was more like a crapping session in fact. But Mr Gan was saying he knows that I can do better. And he's worried. After I left the class MR Gan gave me a pat on my back. That made me felt a lot better. He said that it's no more life in jc now, and that I agree. really gotta start buckin' up. Means no more writing, no more hanging out. It's plain stupidity la actually. But to think that everyone is putting in so much effort, makes me feel i should abide by it. Lol. Had a little chat with aidan online. He's doing pretty much well now. And he's hoping to see me soon! i'm just glad not to be forgotten by some of my close friends. But till then, maybe a solitude will tell who they are.

In the meantime, since my hp's spoilt and so is my com, i dont have a choice. Hope everyone can help update me on ur numbers coz i've lose everyone's contacts!

THX!

To the you who's reading this line now,
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

Where we left.. And still at where we left.

S03 at sentosa.

Quite a few of us went.

Victoria, Polly, Dan Fong, Phoebe, Pong, Hazel, Shirley, Yoo, Sharon, Shawn, Lucas, Mark and myself! ha.

This was the class that had so much fun together. Or, maybe, just a few of us, as I realised not everything turned out the way it was supposed to be.

I don't really wanna go into the details, but I feel it's totally different now. Everything is different, people change. And that makes me ponder sometimes, is it worth my time?

Friends, especially good friends are hard to come by, maybe a few will be good enough. Friend treasurer? No matter how much, how great a friend you can be, people will never know unless they acknowledge such a fact.

So to people who feel that they do need to tell someone spccial something, don't be afraid, just let it out. People never know unless you allow them to know.

Three friends whom I don't really got to know, but I really do treat them as friends, good one. But the things that they do, makes me feel like.. We're still at where we left.. And maybe a foot further.

P.S. For the three of you who'll never know, thanks! =D

And so she went...

3 morning calls ensured I woke up on time XD Thanks patricia, yu chuan, jing nan! but jing nan called me at like 8.10. I was already on my way there but she had just left her house - JURONG! Omg?

I reached there at around 8.25. Second to arrive. Upon arrival someone tapped my shoulder from the back. YU CHUAN! With his big eye-blacks that was ever-so evident. Haha. Actually I was really tired too, but for this special friend, I had to sacrifice my sleep =/

Minutes later ruizhe joined us. But he was actually there earlier than any of us. 8, as I heard from yu chuan. By this time it was already 8.30, but she had just left her house not so long ago. Rui Zhe's stomache was rumbling, so we went to Mac to grab a bite. Yu Chuan was browsing through the photo album which I rushed to get it done last night. Some of the photo quality are quite bad, but there's nothing I could do! I think it's Wan Ting's camera that's the problem. Yup.

Anyways, I reserved one special card for Yu Chuan to write something for Jing Nan. Just a pity I should have reserved one for Rui Zhe too. He was, afterall, a part of her life.

Yu Chuan was fiddling around with my faulty phone, in attempt to try to rescue it. But to no avail. I should have it repaired asap I guess =X

9.15. Everyone started to panic. Her flight's at 10.50 and she should have been here a long time ago to check in. So we called like n times, but she didn't pick up. 9.25. Finally she called. And guess what. She had already checked in and having her breakfast.. At TERMINAL 1.

Lucky all of us are patient people. We didn't mind running that extra distance and going through all the trouble for her. Haha. She should thank us ok!

And so we went.

To terminal 1 of course. By the skytrain. It's been a long time since I've taken the skytrain actually, but it really is 15283125 times slower than the MRT! lol. But lucky for us not many people were taking the skytrain. I recall the other time taking the skytrain with so many people boarding! Took us so long to get through. Ha.

At terminal 1, we met up with JingNan at the departure hall. She with her 2 best-est buddies from her secondary school. And it was kinda funny, 'cause as yu chuan said, girls always take very very very VERY long to bid farewells. Haha. They had so much things to talk about that we didn't really converse with jing nan. We managed to get a glimpse of her mum though. She looked so young! I think 30 given her looks. Honestly.

THE BIG HUG.

Patricia kept reminding me to give her a big hug. We'll not see each other for another 3 years I guess? And by then I'll probably be in the army! Hmm. Hope things will go fine for her.

9:58 was the time written on the clock at the airport. It was time to go in. Her mum hurried her to check in while she was so reluctant to leave. Us too. So reluctant to let her go. We'll definitely miss you, jing. For the moments we all had together, all the jokes and laughter we shared, all the fun and problem-sharing time we had. This kind of friends don't come too often. Like how you helped me get past my state of slump after I broke up, I hope you'll remember how we helped each other out. Give yourself chances. There's more things outside of singapore. Much guys, more girls. HAHA! Ok, that's besides the point, but this chance will be a very good one for you to experience and learn things from the outside world. Whilst you continue to educate and upgrade yourself, forget us not.

You were really the best girl-friend I ever had.
And nothing much else words can say.
We'll all miss you.

And so she went...

(p.s. DAMN! Forget to take photos!)

Updated!

Been a few days since I've blogged. Yea i think i should update more regularly. But been kinda lazy lately. I rougly summarise what happened in the past couple of weeks or so.

Tuesday (12 June '07)

Went for ktv with some classmates!

Si Yi, Rachel, Li Feng, Yong Jie, Sze Jun, Alan Teo, Kelvin was there.

But none of the girls sang, except Si Yi at least knew a few songs. It was a very nice day to hang out with, just that I was shocked to see the prices at like $16 per person. Expected it to be around $11 lo. Ha. But one thing I learnt. The tidbits is free-flow! Next time should eat as much as we can since it's free! lol. But Yong Jjie warns that it's easy to get soar throat by eating those. We gave most of our share to the girls, who were responsible for helping us eat tidbits! haha. At least they didnt go for nothing ok! But kinda waste of money to just go there and sit. =X

Next time should get more people to go.

Friday (15 June '07)

Did some recording before going to Bugis to play (watch actually) people playing arcade. Someone completed the whole of the House of the Dead. Not like it's something to be excited about, but it's my first time witnessing that. Yewf explains the story behind the game. The story is kinda complicated with the story of the House of the Dead 4 followed up by the story in House of the Dead 3. Guess I shall just read up on it myself when I'm free.

*Btw, yewf was late and he made jia ming and I wait for an hour! His gf was supposed to come but didn't! Hmm. Wondering what he's up to anyway.

After that I walked him home from pasir ris mrt. Had 2 cans of jolly shandy each too. Lots of things to share! He did talk about somethings I never thought someone would say behind my back, and some lies I shoulda realise or exploited. Ha. But nvm. Let it be. To be fakin' it? I'd rather do that thing I do.

So we chit-chatted for hours at his house void deck. Ah. Cant remember about the frog incident. We heard croaking sounds echoing in the void deck. Being curious in nature, he and i decided to find out what that sound was. In the end the sound came from the recycling bin areas. After listening closely, and with a little of common sense, it must be a frog/ toad! Ah. It's just funny how a frog can land up being in the bin. How unfortunate!

So that day I reached my house at 2 instead of 10. I told my sis I'd reach home at 10, but it never was the case. By the time I came back, even my brother, who usually reaches home later than anyone else in the family, was home already. Lols. But it's been some long time since I've talked to him. Really miss ya dude. And come to think of it, I think I should go find Aaron, Yi He and Willis sometimes. Plus he added me on msn! Must show that he remembers me! How glad!

Saturday (16 June' 07)

Soccer! As usual. This time I woke up late, only for yx to be even later. In the end reached there at around 9.30 instead of 9. But who cares anyway? Everyone's always late. Lol. But this time the clouds were really all dark. Knew from the start it was gonna rain. So in the end we canceled the match. Gabriel and Mary Anne didnt come. Actually we expected it to rain heavily continuously. So we went for brunch. Then the rain stopped. How uncoincidental! But Chang Song suggested we continue playing soccer. So we played for a match or two before the rain set in again. This time for real. We hung out at the void deck near the netball court. Yx, hong shan, bryan were playing among themselves. Then louis, sam tang, thien soon, yong zhi and i were just fooling around and being childish. Playing in the rain with soccer and we came up with a stupid game which nobody obeyed the rule! haha. How childish can we get. Then discussed with sam tang about the outing with jun wei on the saturday on the first week after the common tests. Hope to see all of them soon! After that we had lunch before walking home from kw's house there. In the end kw still forgot to take his game from me. Lols.

Sunday (17 June '07)

It was father's day. But apparently nobody in the house celebrates it. And everyone knows why. It was a pretty plain sunday. The most unforgettable thing was that my dad actually mentioned about the day in front of us. Over the phone, asking his friend how he was celebrating it. I think he was hinting at us. But to no avail. So we kinda celebrated, but not really actually. We went to 8881 restaurant at loyang. Their food used to be good, not till they changed their chef and their boss. Now their service sucks too. Can u imagine. We waited for 1 hour for our food to be served. How horrible. So we stoned an hour of our lives away. Coulda done something more productive. And the food was expensive! I think everything in Singapore has inflated in price. Nobody anticipates July '07.

Monday (18 June '07)

3 outings squeezed in one day. ONE DAY.

Morning:

4V outing at sentosa. Zoe, Cadence, Michelle, Tricia, Mary Anne, Gabriel, Shawb, Benny and I turned up. A disappointing outing with so few people. Lols. Cheryl came late and Bao Chuan couldnt come cause she was grounded. So there was the few of us, nothing to do at sentosa. Except zoe, cadence, mary anne and I swam a bit. The rest didn't want to get wet. The guys were playing soccer. Then Mary Anne suggested we go watch movie at vivo city. But I couldn't. Had to leave early. Cheryl came and cadence left. So the number of people remained the same.

Went for lunch at kopitiam. Inflated prices again! But so long as it filled my tummy I didnt really mind though. Thought we could at least chit-chat a bit at the place, but it seemed like there wasn't any common topic among the girls and the guys. We're not that close afterall, I guess. =X Ah. And so they went to watch Fantastic Four while Benny kepy calling me not to pang seh them! haha. I couldn't. Promises are meant to be made, then realised. =D

Afternoon:

Mini OG27 outing.

TCC at raffles place. YC thought I didn't know the way there. But I always knew I had a fairly good sense of direction. Haha. Reached there at around 3 when they met at 1 or so. Yu Chuan organised this thing. Was meant to celebrate his birthday but I forgot his to bring his present!Have to bring it next time then. No choice. Initially I thought it was only gonna be Ryanna, Mandy, YC and I. But royston and bennedic were there too. Didn't know how to react in the most appropriate way 'cause it was my first time meeting benedic and I always felt awkward when being around with yc's friends. We're not close to them anyway. Had a cheesecake which we all shared. (I hope to get the pics uploaded here somehow) The cheesecake there is really nice! Highly recommended by me! Hah.

They all brought something to study and revise and me, empty0-handed. YC lent me his notes to study, but it just doesnt seem the same as mj's. Mj's notes are more comprehensive and easily understood. That's one thing I like about their notes.

Anyway, straight to the point, we discussed about Jing Nan's sending off at the airport. It's gonna be so emotional! I'll miss her as a very good friend of mine. Someone I didn't know, nor did I ever contemplate to being good friends with. But we did. Haha. Hope to continue writing so long as the friendship stands =D and yea. Mandy was telling me about making cards and notes for her. Let's see what we can do about it though. =D

Evening/ Night:

207 Outing

Seeing that time was running out, I left TCC at around 6. Made it to simpang within minutes. Reached tanah merah at around 6.30 and walked to the street soccer court. Reached at 7. By then the sky was getting darker every second, and it was hard to see the ball in the weak light intensity. But we had fun.

First match was a thriller. We trailed behind by a single silly goal that we never should have conceded. Then Sze Jun struck with 2 nicely-capped goals. The second from the tightest of angles which he slotted the ball in. 2-1 the game ended.

Next up, against a very physical side who used all means to ensure victory. Push, nudge, elbow, slidding tackles all over the court. IT WAS SCARY YES IT WAS. Everyone in the team were unhappy with the way the opponent reacted to our dominance. We did dominate, actually, put were out-muscled to their inferior physique. I was even elbowed in the face. Eugene grew impatient, and the team subsequently gave up on the game. We had to rush for the bbq anyway.

Just a match to remember. I thought I did quite well as a centre back. =D

BBQ at rachels' house. I didn't cook actually, it was much up to clarice, si yi and yong jie. si yi should have went to enjoy herself with the others. But she didn't. So nice of her! Ha. Everyone did take their turn to cook, but I didn't. Guess that was why I didn't get much to eat either. I was left starving even after the fire was ceased.

Had a game of mahjong which I just stood around to watch. Actually what's the fascination over mahjong about? A hobby to pass time with? haha. Actually it's a very intelligent game, but it can be very time-consuming actually. Play cards? Out for me. I was too bored. Swim? I couldn't, having been pulled into the water at sentosa, my extra set of clothes were all drenched. I didn't have any spare. So all I did was to gaze at the stairs at the playground. What a night. Twinkling stars and the feeling was.. so soothing, so peaceful, so serene, so graceful.

Yong Jie, Sze Jun and Jian Yao had a small little chat. I think Jian Yao over-reacted a bit. But it was a nice conversation we had. I think he just needed to chill down though.

After the whole thing ended, Rachel sent us off near simpang. Really nice of her and a great host to have! =D eugene actually thought he was headed to the correct direction and joined jian yao and I at the bus stop with the bus headed to Tanah Merah MRT. Minutes later Eugene had a change of heart and decided to join the rest in the opposite direction. So it was just.. Jian Yao and I. YEA. So what? We had a non-chalant conversation with an array of topics to talk about. Actually I think he and I share quite a lot of similarities! It's nice to always find a friend who shares similar personalities as yourself.

EMO!

2 people talked to me that day. Both emo-ing when they should feel happy. I shan't leak, but to you two, things arent as bad as they seem. Go for it. Somethings don't happen by themselves. You gotta make it happen. So work towards it yea!

An unforgettable Monday. One that'll I'll probably never have. Busy, yet so many things to ponder over. I like this feeling.

Tuesday (19 June '07)

端午節. Chinese's traditional event of the year. And cultural too. I came across a few tv shows discussing about the history behind it, and finally got an overview of the whole story. China does have a history, no doubt. And till today we're still celebrating. For years and centuries.

Went Grandma's house in the morning. Couldn't really be bothered to be involved in the various conversations going on at he dining table. With them around, it's always about academics. Why be so bird-brain. It really doesn't mean, nor does it represent anything. Life isn't just about studies, as 婷婷姐姐talked about. Not like you needed a cert to breathe =D

2nd Aunt fetched us back home. and after that I just fm-ed all the way till at night, when my dad actually asked me out to watch movie with him?! Belated father's day it seems, but it's still better than nothing. Ocean 13 is indeed a nice show with thrilling and tricky scenes. The characters in the show are too brave, confident and smart. Someone any girl would fall for. Lol. But it was a nice movie and I wouln't mind watching it all over again. I'd rather view back the previous shows of ocean. They should be as nice, or even nicer than ocean 13. I simply like these kinda plots and stories. Hope to read or watch such stories next time.

Anyway, time is ticking away and it's only a matter of days before the exams start.. I'd better start studying just in case.

存在！

《存在》

強辯樂團

我會存在這個空間

是我知道你下一秒會出現

穿梭在人群之間

你的身影永遠忽隱又忽現

是不是我無力去挽回

是不是你忘了我的美

是不是我存在你覺得可憐

到不到底問題沒有解決

到不到底希望不在身邊

到不到底我存在是錯是對

存在你的世界

是否需要另一種語言

我永遠不懂你的想法

你所需要的那種心願

是不是你

是不是你

到不到底到不到底

是错是对...?

Shrek 3

Went to watch Shrek 3 today. Hazel organized the whole thing. Actually it kinda shocked me 'cause she mentioned so many names but, as it turned out, only the 6 of us went. Seng Yang, Mark, Hazel, Shirley, Abigail and I. Wanted to ask Zhen Ying, but apparently Hazel didn't ask. So forgetful of ya! And so, that is so much that has remained from the PAE class.

First off, to watch movie. And I was the latest. Oops. Eh I didn't know ok. Didn't know I'd oversleep. Supposed to meet at 2.45 and watch the 3.10 show. In the end I reached at 3.10 =X But yea, we still managed to get the 3.10 tickets which we still managed to watch from the beginning of the show.

The show was nice, with several comical parts and sometimes lame too. Many of which were anti-climax. That's what makes it nice isn't it. The plot wasn't exactly sensible, but all in all a great family show, contrary to what samuel tang said about all the shrek series. Haha. Maybe he's too mature for such shows.

After the show we went to eat at nydc. So expensive! Fancy the 6 of us sharing 3 personal pan pizzas. Craze? Maybe bah. $10 was all that I had left and I spent it all on.. PIZZAS!? I cannot be crazier than that though. Ha.

6 of us at NYDC. Watch Abigail's hand.

Following that, we were a lil more budget. Went HMV. View the latest hits, cds, albums. Shrek 3's soundtracks are nice too I'd say. Listened to the whole CD there. Ha. Then we watched Spiderman 2 which was being displayed there. Spent a reasonable amount of time there I think.

Walk walk for a while along orchard road. Sat down, chit chatted and attempted to rap 中國話. My braces is clearly in my way when I rap! Nvm la. Next week when go kbox can try again. In the meantime I'll try to memorize the lyrics.

Great to see y'all again. Let's hope we get more people to go for the outing next time. Thanks for organizing the outing though hazel!
Lookin' forward to the next time we see each other.

And you'll never walk alone.

《離開地球表面》!

五月天演唱會！

超難得的機會！多虧我表哥拿得到票，而且又是我們全家剛好，還包括我哥女友。（謝謝Ah Hong!) 原本還有多一張能邀Cheryl一起來看，因爲聼她說一直都很期待這場演唱會，特地留下一張票給她。但是打給她，又一直不接，結果就把票讓給Dao Zhe。雖然好像沒什麽聽説他是五月天的迷，但難得有機會能跟朋友一起見個面，我還是想算了吧，把票讓給他朋友好了.

演唱會8點開始，就好歹Cheryl在6.30終于回電。但已經太遲了；票已經讓給Dao Zhe了！可笑的是，她就一直盧我，叫我想辦法讓她去看。我就一直試説服我哥，但真得讓他很難做人。票都已經説好給別人了，那可以說要回就要回勒？君子一言，肆馬難追！真的是有夠令人不知所措。

最後，票始終沒取回，但我們卻想到一個很妙的辦法哦！哎呀還不是我的頭腦靈活，靈機一動，怎麽可能有辦法入場勒？還不謝謝我！哈哈！

一入場，看，哇靠！座位都滿滿的，雖然沒到爆滿的程度，但又就夠啦！人太多又會被擠得像沙丁魚，哪會過癮？

演唱會一開始，就先撥已先準備錄好的一支錄影片，内容其實我不太了解，因爲一直都在跟Cheryl聊天，根本就沒再專心欣賞。但後來他們五人上臺開始表演時，全場歡呼，氣氛馬上開始HIGH了起來！=D

五月天就這樣連續表演15，16首歌，完完全全沒休息到。

（但阿信一直忘詞，嗯奇怪，他怎麽沒唱‘忘詞’呢？）

到了半場休息時，他們才終于和粉絲聊起來，其中瑪莎第一句：'竟然在新加坡，那就用新加坡方式和大家說晚上好：“Good nai eberybodeee, two-nai berii spesho!”'

嗯嗯果然有新加坡人的口腔！

後來冠佑說了些感性的話，但阿信卻打消這氣氛:

冠佑：‘新加坡總是給我留下一個美好的影響。每次來到新加坡，就會想起新加坡的..’

阿信：‘海南雞飯..’

輪到阿信時，他卻沒說什麽，簡單的一句：

‘今晚讓我們踩破地盤，離開地球表面，離自己跟近！’

那句開始，相信沒有一個人不HIGH。全場轟轟烈烈的，真的很棒，很棒。

不想敍述的太多，只能說，這5個人的團體，是我從小時候就很崇拜的樂團，直到現在也依然不變。《為愛而生》這張專輯真的很讚，喜歡聼的人請秀出你的支持，買他們的專輯。我小時的偶像團體，你們的團結心真的令我很佩服，令我很羡慕，有時很嫉妒。

無論怎樣，五月天在我生命中改變了我對一些事情的看法。然而，我總覺得自己離那遙遠的天邊越來越遠，好像總是被地球的地吸引力困擾，幾年了，我還是原地踏步。這是我又翻一翻我以前的專機來聼。《我》就形容我現在的心情。或許吧。

不過現在的我還是照樣在一旁默默的支持你們，默默地向你們看起...

穿越空間，離開地球表面。

今晚，你們做到了。

團結的力量，真的無法測量。

Finally! (1 June)

Finally. It was the day everyone was waiting for. After a long Long LOng LONg LONG term, and hell it was a tiring one, everyone finally can take a good rest. And we could celebrate ryanna's birthday! Yet, it wasn't to be the happiest. Jing Nan will be leaving for good, soon. But nice pen pal to have. She even gave us the kangaroo that I asked for! Haha. (but no crocs)


Ok, let me recall everything in sequence...

Morning:

We were supposed to meet at 10.30 at orchard, in the end everyone was late, and we met up at 11.10! Nvm about wasting the singing time though, 'cause the early bird package is from 11 to 2. Though we extended the time to 3. Had a great time! Woot. Except that today was rather cold. Er. Like. I don't know. Mandy and Jing Nan didn't sing! At least Ji Soo, who usually doesn't go for KTV sessions, sang the songs that she could sing! Haha. Ah. And the song 'Oh Mandy' was quite unexpected. Didn't know such a song existed! Hah.

The girls. Jing Nan looked lethargic though.

YC back at his best, and most enthusiastic.

Just some random picture that only ryanna noticed..

.. But not this time!

Buddies!

OMG! Ji Soo acting cute =D

CHEESE!

The final piece of jigsaw

Then the giving out of presents for ryanna's birthday. Quite unformal actually. No cakes, no birthday songs, just giving out the presents. What kind of organizer is the organizer anyway! Hah. I had previously asked Mandy what to get for Ryanna. She said 'anything will do', so I went to find anything, which I couldn't, so instead I got whatever. Hah. Imagined if i had only given her that. But nah. I gave her dolphins! My favourite creatures! They're friendly right!

Afternoon:

So, it was kbox till 3, and kumar and pat came to join us for lunch. We had lunch at some Japanese underground restaurant. The food did look tempting, so was the price! 0.o Sorry guys, I didn't eat not to remind y'all to pay up, but I really didn't want to spend so much =S Anyways after that Ryanna and Mandy went to Vivo City to get some things, which kept all of us in suspense. Hmmm..

But after that kumar suggested we go play pool. Actually I had no complaints, but he kept reminding us to just play if not waste money. I can understand, but it's just a game right. Why be so serious. Lols.

Thumbs Up!

Jing Nan and Pat and their distorted faces =D

Smiley Photo!

After pool we went to take neoprints! Quite random. But those pictures were nice! Plus Ji Soo is like super pro at it. She knows how to decorate and personalize everything! So cool lor! Jing Nan, please remember to scan and print out the pictures for us! I want a copy of it too! =D

Ha. Yep. That was about it. Everyone went home after that. Ryanna, Mandy, Yu Chuan and I went to have dinner. Pat came to join us later cause she was waiting for her dad to fetch her.

But all in all, it was a nice outing and it was great to see everyone again! Let's hope we'll have more of such outings next time, although Jing Nan won't be with us again =X Anyways, all the best to you jing nan, and to Ryanna, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you enjoyed yourself. Really. =D

Let It Be..

Let It Be

-The Beatles-

When I find myself in times of trouble

Mother Mary comes to me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

And in my hour of darkness

She is standing right in front of me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Let it be, let it beLet it be, let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the broken hearted people

Living in the world agree

There will be an answer, let it be

For though they may be parted

There is still a chance that they will see

There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it beLet it be, let it be

Yeah there will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it beLet it be, let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Let it be, let it be

Ah let it be, yeah let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the night is cloudy

There is still a light that shines on me

Shine on until tomorrow, let it be

I wake up to the sound of music,

Mother Mary comes to me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Yeah let it be, let it be

Let it be, yeah let it be

Oh there will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be

Let it be, yeah let it be

Oh there will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be

Ah let it be, yeah let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

It's quite repetitive, but I think it's still quite nice.

Thanks!

It's gonna be Liverpool VS. AC Milan soon. In 30 mins' time. I just cant wait! I'M SUPER EXCITED ABT THIS MATCH. Gonna blog before I prepare for the BIG GAME. Gonna wake everyone up and mass send the score to everyone else later. haha!

Anyways guys thanks for always visiting my blog while I'm busy. I'm not trying to be sarcastic here but I mean it. For you who's reading my blog now, thanks for visiting. I really appreciate it a lot =D Like it kinda serves as a reminder for me to not forget my friends. I feel so glad!

Thanks a lot guys!

And just before the match starts,

let's raise our voices to sing the famous song among all pool fans:

[YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE]

When you walk through a storm

hold your head up high

And don't be afraid of the dark.

At the end of a storm is a golden sky

And the sweet silver song of a lark.

Walk on through the wind,

Walk on through the rain,

Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart

And you'll never walk alone,

You'll never, ever walk alone.

I'm so looking forward to things!

Tears in Heaven

This was just the song I'm looking for. Went to the sajc's guitar concert on Saturday. Oh my god. That piece was simply lovely. And the singer, michael i think, made the song even better. So touching! There. I think yewf and jia ming cant agree more. Maybe I should ask zhe hui for the score sheets. Hmm.

TEARS IN HEAVEN

(Eric Clapton and Will Jennings)

[Rush Soundtrack]

Would you know my name

If I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same

If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong

And carry on,

'Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand

If I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand

If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way

Through night and day,

'Cause I know I just can't stay

Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,

Time can bend your knees.

Time can break your heart,

Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,

There's peace I'm sure,

And I know there'll be no more

Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name

If I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same

If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong

And carry on,

'Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven.

Arco Iris

Actually didn't want to go play soccer with them. Felt like I was there only to make up the numbers. But I went anyway, wanting to just play soccer. Then I went there, played around 3 games, which we were eliminated so fast, and that's it. What a waste of my MRT fare. And not like I wanted to play so dearly. If only kw they all were playing on saturday I wouldnt, and need'nt, shouldn't and couldn't have come for this. Total waste of my morning. I'll rather be at home talking to szejun about random stuff. We were talking about fm and songs online. Woah. I thought that was more productive then going out with them. Seriously. But then sze jun had to go play bball with his friends too. Kinda envious of him that he's got such a bunch of close friends who do the same things with him.



Anyways, after that I took bus 12 specially to go Central to borrow magazines for my mum. Wanted to call a friend whom I havent really talked to for sometime. 2 weeks I guess. Quite a special friend. I hope we get to go out together sometime. But you're forever busy. Just hoping that you'll take care.



Then I was listening to my MP3 while I was walking home. Havent been listening to my once favourite songs. Then came across 'Not Going Back' - by Nas. Just gives me the feeling again. I don't know. It just. Somehow amplifies what I'm feeling now. Maybe somewhere out there someone feels the same as I do. Perhaps.



When I reached home, the first thing I did was to check out people's blogs. Been sometime since I did that. Jingnan, Yuchuan, mandy's blog especially. Discussed about the outing we're gonna have. But somehow the more I think of it, I'm not too sure somehow. I want to make it special, especially for jingnan. She's leaving soon! But I'm not too sure how. And also cheryl's blog. Ha! Finally back from hiatus! Gratz! =D



Anyways I'm hoping that time would fly slower. So I'll have more all the things I wanna do. It's just sickening sometimes. But as I was talking to hazel, people gotta look forward. For everything that happened, forget it. It's just how some things go. If you lose it, buy a new one. Sometimes you find yourself being so idiotic trying to find something that's been picked up by another person eh.

As the evening approached, I was still staring at the ceiling, waiting for time to pass. Then ah! It's 5, had to meet yewf soon. We're going to watch sajc's guitar concert. An event I've always been looking forward to. I met a very nice and friendly senior, we may not be close at all, but I'll always remember you, as much as I remember ms lam. like everytime i step back into the compound i'll rmbr the two of u. Nice people, and people I really enjoy talking to. And I do believe we'll keep in touch. So much so I feel the sincerity. That place has really impacted me a lot. Even though I may not belong there anymore, a part of me will always be there. Once A Saint, Always A Saint!

Back to the concert. It was really nice and enjoyable. Darren's piece of the 'Tsubasa' will never be forgotten. That was the REAL highlight of the concert. Not the rock band. And for you whom I'll never know your name is, I just wanna comment that you have a sweet smile. Unforgettable night. Simply touching. Simply. The sound of music. =D

Arco Iris. It was a much better concert than TJ's. Seriously. Maybe I'm biased. But I think I missed out a lot. For not being there with the team. Looking at darren and zhe hui, and even the president wilson, I just feel. Some thing very special about them. The Saint spirit? Ha.
Arco Iris.
The most memorable concert I've ever attended.