It just. feels so cold. Sunday hasn't been pleasant, and I'm still waiting for this month to be over.
Suddenly came across a very old album in my cupboard. 陶哲's 《太平盛世》
Actually I didn't take notice of any of the songs. I actually forgot about the songs in the album. Honest. Then came across a very, not-so-nice, but memorable song. Nope. I'm not gonna post another lyric this time. That's for me to remember in my head. I think I'll never forget it. It may not be nice, but the lyric just swirls in my mind. Yu Chuan, I still agree 陶哲 is a great composer. I've never doubted him. You must be proud to be a david tao fan!
Anyways I'm gonna print this out and try to learn it. Perhaps for friday's audition? Who knows. It's still much up to eugene though. The group depends very much on him.
Been rusty. Trying to keep pennin'.
I know I haven't been keepin' in touch with people as well. Neglectin' sometimes.
Shirley, Hazel, Li Yun: busy huh? I want to watch the reaping! if not, spiderman? potc? hah. and i want my revenge, hazel. shirley, thx for the msg. A good friend of mine gave me that before he left. i'll save it to show how much that msg means to me =) ly: take care. and dun worry i'll rmbr to pay you back ur money. =D
Mdm Lam: u're probably nv gonna read this. But I'll remind myself to go visit you sometimes.
Patricia: Outing this tuesday? Maybe. I've asked jing nan and yu chuan already. hope u're coping better now?
Jing Nan: Hurry let's have another outing before u leave! oh man. Why do so many ppl have to leave?
Yu Chuan: KTV in June. If u ever read this line, REPLY. haha! and tell me who's the HOT GIRL huh? Haha. None in mj! i'm SO deprived. LOL.
Mabel, Meryl and Jonathan: we're supposed to go play pool and watch movie together. But everyone's busy I know. Maybe during the holidays, but y'all wld be having practicals too. All the best yea. keep workin' hard till o's are over. i know jonathan wants to go sa for the sake of.. GIRLS! haha! anyway, work hard for it!
Jun Wei: Complicated case. Better make yourself free this week! Last week to collect results!
Kuan: ok. i'll go learn the chants and songs when i'm free. that'll depend when it is. =/
- Dominic: command and conquer 3 is OUT! rmbr we were sayin' abt linking play? dun forget!
- Aidan: bday comin. but somethings are beyond my reach. I can't say for sure, but things are different now.
- Jasper: i just met aaron recently. Then we happened to be talking about you. whatever, it's a long time, rip yea.
- Mrs Tay: same to you. Some things can never be forgetten. And one of them had to come from you. I'll never forget that.
The Blind: you may never see the end of the tunnel, but it's there. Believe. And feel it. You're so courageous to have walken so far, walk on.
姨姨: 看好那兩個小瓜喲！還有那兩個老的!辛苦啦!
濃：希望樂團會很成功！好懷念過去！下次回去大哥又沒辦法回去.
葉婦夫：我還是很羡慕你們，那麽恩愛！哈哈！
婷姐：結婚沒辦法回去，很可惜..可是又不能‘浪費’。希望你會了解我的明白！
For those who i've left out, there's no reason why you should be mentioned. what's to be remembered, I'll never need to jot them down. my cousin once said 男人是用心溝通的. And till now i still believe in that.
或許我們大家都很渺小...
天又在下雨了..
It's cold.
真的.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
I.R.Regular
Rainy morning. Couldnt leave the house till the rain stopped. In the end was late to meet up with yx at tamp. But everyone was late anyways. Except Kai Wu. We played Nintendo Wii for a while. Boxing and Tennis! Hah. It's not realistic at all. The games. Like no matter how many times u punch, it's never accurate. But I still won kai wu anyway. And yx, kw were playing with their ninten-dog. er.
This time, Chang Song joined us for the first time since a long time.
Those who went: kw, yx, kai wu, yong zhi, louis, chang song, jon gan and I. Total 8 ppl. Still missing out on Thien Soon and Zhi Hao. Hong Shan, as usual, was late. Might as well not include him in the 'one of the ppl'.
Made a lot of mistakes from my own play. Couldn't kick the ball hard. All my passes were weak, and often intercepted. Disappointed actually with how things went. But after the 2nd match and a 'lecture', felt I played much better. Ran a lot more and sweated profusely. That's gonna shed me off a few calories in preparation for the upcoming NAPFA.
Things to note:
Passing, ball control, placement and reading of game. Practically, everything.
Must improve next time.
The game ended at around 1+. Then we headed off to the coffeeshop nearby for lunch. After that almost everyone left. Except hongshan, yx and I. Went kw's house slacked for a while. Loads of liverpool song-singing time and W/E. It's just part and parcel of our every saturday I guess. If not for the piano lesson which I used to have on Saturdays. SONGS I HAVE LEARNT TODAY:
- We Won It Five Times
- Du The Dudek
- Ring of Fire (actually heard of it the last time, but didn't really bother to learn)
- Steven Gerrard song (You're Just Too Good To Be True)
- Fields of Anfield
- Luis Garcia song
- McDonald's RAP (MUST D/L)
However, sometimes I do feel left out by some of the things they watch during their free time, which I rarely I ever have now that I'm in jc. I can't get to watch the variety shows they're watching. And I have absolutely no idea what they're talking about. Maybe one day I should get to the bottom of this.
Left for mei xue aunt's bbq afterwards. Actually this bbq was for Jennifer's Birthday, but also partially, because she's returning to taiwan soon. real soon. Perhaps this is one of the last times we're gonna have this kinda gathering anymore. I like her cooking. Urging my mum to learn a few from her before she leaves. Or she could compile her own recipe. Hah!
Jennifer is nice. I find her very sociable and intelligent actually. Only 10, but she likes to talk to talk and involve others in activities. Like pouring water at me for no reason. Maybe that's smth to rmbr when she returns to S'pore next time. But one thing I noted: she could chat with their caucasian neighbours for quite some time before she joined in her gang to play the games. It's amazing how a 10 year old could do that. I would never have done that at her age.
Another thing. The 'looks-like-徐若宣' girl. Only 4. But she's very cute. Found her playing with a kitten at the bush. So decided to play with her. Relatively quiet, but she does know when to play and when to be quiet. Ok maybe she doesn't. But she makes it seem like she does. lol. what am i talking about. Sis decided to play with her as well. And when asked to take pictures with her, she would gladly do so, and even making a lot of poses! can u believe it. when i get the pictures up i'm gonna have it posted...
She's the kind of kid i like a lot. like my own cousin. It feels great to be reminded of your childhood. Sometimes. As I was talking to yewf about it. It's true. I have exact sentiments about this, but no matter what we can do nothing about it. Just look forward yea...
Back to the girl. She gave us her heart-shape balloon before we left the place. And THE BEST THING. She said 'bye' and 'goodnight' on her own without us saying. She even went up to the group of caucasian neighbours to say the same things. The caucasians were all going 'that's so sweet of you', 'how nice'. Even though you might grow up to be different. Gosh. I just want you to know what you were like when you were 4. And on this day 28 may 2007. You were really beautiful. I may not know who you are next time, but it's gonna be hard for me to forget this scene. Ever.
It's just so IRregular.
Reminder for myself:
Next week's the auditions for music extraordinaire. i wonder how i'm gonna cope with all these. plus pi final submission. eugene was reminding me. but no matter what i still hope it's gonna be fine.
Happened to be reading shirley's msg and yu chuan's blog. I think sometimes i do neglect a bit. I'm gonna make and effort to make sure I don't. That's my word.
And collection of o's cert. Don't think will be going with jw. but i can't make others wait as well. Benny, Daniel Chu, Kai Wu.
p.s. the pool kids lost 2-1 to pompey. sacrifice. for next week's clash against chelsea. worth the cause? maybe. let's see how things develop.
This time, Chang Song joined us for the first time since a long time.
Those who went: kw, yx, kai wu, yong zhi, louis, chang song, jon gan and I. Total 8 ppl. Still missing out on Thien Soon and Zhi Hao. Hong Shan, as usual, was late. Might as well not include him in the 'one of the ppl'.
Made a lot of mistakes from my own play. Couldn't kick the ball hard. All my passes were weak, and often intercepted. Disappointed actually with how things went. But after the 2nd match and a 'lecture', felt I played much better. Ran a lot more and sweated profusely. That's gonna shed me off a few calories in preparation for the upcoming NAPFA.
Things to note:
Passing, ball control, placement and reading of game. Practically, everything.
Must improve next time.
The game ended at around 1+. Then we headed off to the coffeeshop nearby for lunch. After that almost everyone left. Except hongshan, yx and I. Went kw's house slacked for a while. Loads of liverpool song-singing time and W/E. It's just part and parcel of our every saturday I guess. If not for the piano lesson which I used to have on Saturdays. SONGS I HAVE LEARNT TODAY:
- We Won It Five Times
- Du The Dudek
- Ring of Fire (actually heard of it the last time, but didn't really bother to learn)
- Steven Gerrard song (You're Just Too Good To Be True)
- Fields of Anfield
- Luis Garcia song
- McDonald's RAP (MUST D/L)
However, sometimes I do feel left out by some of the things they watch during their free time, which I rarely I ever have now that I'm in jc. I can't get to watch the variety shows they're watching. And I have absolutely no idea what they're talking about. Maybe one day I should get to the bottom of this.
Left for mei xue aunt's bbq afterwards. Actually this bbq was for Jennifer's Birthday, but also partially, because she's returning to taiwan soon. real soon. Perhaps this is one of the last times we're gonna have this kinda gathering anymore. I like her cooking. Urging my mum to learn a few from her before she leaves. Or she could compile her own recipe. Hah!
Jennifer is nice. I find her very sociable and intelligent actually. Only 10, but she likes to talk to talk and involve others in activities. Like pouring water at me for no reason. Maybe that's smth to rmbr when she returns to S'pore next time. But one thing I noted: she could chat with their caucasian neighbours for quite some time before she joined in her gang to play the games. It's amazing how a 10 year old could do that. I would never have done that at her age.
Another thing. The 'looks-like-徐若宣' girl. Only 4. But she's very cute. Found her playing with a kitten at the bush. So decided to play with her. Relatively quiet, but she does know when to play and when to be quiet. Ok maybe she doesn't. But she makes it seem like she does. lol. what am i talking about. Sis decided to play with her as well. And when asked to take pictures with her, she would gladly do so, and even making a lot of poses! can u believe it. when i get the pictures up i'm gonna have it posted...
She's the kind of kid i like a lot. like my own cousin. It feels great to be reminded of your childhood. Sometimes. As I was talking to yewf about it. It's true. I have exact sentiments about this, but no matter what we can do nothing about it. Just look forward yea...
Back to the girl. She gave us her heart-shape balloon before we left the place. And THE BEST THING. She said 'bye' and 'goodnight' on her own without us saying. She even went up to the group of caucasian neighbours to say the same things. The caucasians were all going 'that's so sweet of you', 'how nice'. Even though you might grow up to be different. Gosh. I just want you to know what you were like when you were 4. And on this day 28 may 2007. You were really beautiful. I may not know who you are next time, but it's gonna be hard for me to forget this scene. Ever.
It's just so IRregular.
Reminder for myself:
Next week's the auditions for music extraordinaire. i wonder how i'm gonna cope with all these. plus pi final submission. eugene was reminding me. but no matter what i still hope it's gonna be fine.
Happened to be reading shirley's msg and yu chuan's blog. I think sometimes i do neglect a bit. I'm gonna make and effort to make sure I don't. That's my word.
And collection of o's cert. Don't think will be going with jw. but i can't make others wait as well. Benny, Daniel Chu, Kai Wu.
p.s. the pool kids lost 2-1 to pompey. sacrifice. for next week's clash against chelsea. worth the cause? maybe. let's see how things develop.
Friday, April 27, 2007
性格測試
挑戰型（權威自信，敢作敢為）
您經常是精力充沛、情感強烈、專橫霸道、叛逆、保護者、獨斷獨行、一不作二不休的人。您工作賣力，玩樂也賣力。您擁有一定的個人倫理，涵蓋了整合、真理和正義，透過這個個人倫理，您以正反對立的角度觀看世界。您雖然重視公平，卻不太樂意聽到其他人的觀點。
優點：
您對朋友和所愛的人會極端保護和支持，您會因為他們受到不公平對待，不夠強壯到足以為自己爭鬥的人而努力抗爭。
缺點：
不尊重他人的權利和需求，為了自己而脅迫他人。
愛情：
您深刻重視感情，但由於您獨斷獨行，而且有對控制的需要，可能會出現建立關係的困難。在親密關係中，爭吵對您來說是主要的，這是安全保持連繫的一種刺激方式。
您是能鼓舞對方，有趣的伴侶，而且會永不厭倦地保護對方，支持伴侶自我實現。「我知道她的聰明、能幹，而且我愛這樣，但是踏入這個充滿危險威脅的世界，她跟著我走是重要的，這樣我才知道她是安全的。這看起來像是控制，然而卻是對她的保護。」
安定方位：
付出型在安定的狀態下您會變得順從、願意付出、容易受人影響，讚成和自己有關的事物。
壓力方位：
思考型當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得沮喪、怠惰、不溝通，而且無法決定自己在思考的事情，並加以實行。
建意：
學習接受沉悶和恐懼認知並歡迎您的脆弱及無力改善自己責備他人的傾向
最渴望：
控制掌握一切，當家作主
最恐懼：
屈服於人
最難達到的美德：
純真
最難克服的執念：
縱慾
真的假的啊？！准嗎？也很難説..
不如自己去試試看！
http://www.parttimegroup.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx
Monday, April 23, 2007
一千個世紀後..
Mayday's best song in <為愛而生>!
介紹給未聼過五月天歌曲的朋友們！
要去找來聼聼哦！
一千個世紀
唱：阿信
詞曲：阿信
編曲：五月天
當時地球還年輕
我們誕生荒涼大海裏
演化到了寒武紀
我們長出脊椎和勇氣
某年我們開始踩出腳印
學會雙手擁抱學會愛情
長出人類的心
啊啊~
我要和你一起走過一千個世紀
每次誕生我都要與你相遇
每次輪回都為你
當時你我都野性
我們學會用火和穴居
後來帝國正崛起
我們戰亂之中更相依
某天我們突然回憶過去
我們只是兩段平凡基因
卻愛的很美麗
啊啊~
我要和你一起走過一千個世紀
下一個我也許是人或螞蟻
每次輪回都是為你
我要和你一起活過一千個世紀
每次誕生只有一個意義
就是和你在一起
直到文明有毀滅
一千個世紀后的第一天
伊甸園裏肩並肩
我們看笑看太陽也熄滅
P.S. I'm posting these song lyrics to remind myself of nice songs ok!
20th April
20th April, Friday
School was supposed to end at 12.55pm for me. But I had to make up for Physics experiment. In the end I left school at 1.30pm.
Many things in mind.
1) Rachel and the rest were hanging out at White Sands. Rachel asked the guys to go meet them there. Actually if I had nothing on I'd probably had gone there too.
2) But the guys wanted to eat in school (I've had enough of school food!) and play a little bit of soccer after that I think. But I couldn't.
3) Go out with aunt and grandparents. They finally came to Singapore. After 2 long years. The last time they came was in 2005 during Chinese New Year. And tragic struck. Since then we've always been the one going to visit them. But I prefer that kinda arrangement. There's more things to do over there. If it wasn't for the promise I made, this would have topped my priority.
4) But no I couldn't. I've already given my word. We finally get the chance to hang out a bit. And some of them even gave up the chance to go out with their classmates after sports day.
Didn't expect so many people to turn up. It was supposed to be a celebration for Hazel's Birthday on Monday! But it was still nice though. Haha.
Hazel, Shirley, Mark, Seng Yang, Sean and Shirley's friend Abigail went.
Li Yun didn't turn up 'cause of her Speech Day. And partially 'coz I had to leave school late.
But I hope we'll get another chance during the June holidays or smth.
They had Yong Tau Foo, which we agreed to have it together! Argh. Next year alright. 20 April 2008. Let's have Yong Tau Foo together. I've never tried Yong Tau Foo at Plaza Sing, but since Hazel says it's nice I shall try it some day.
We sat down and chatted a bit before I suggested going to catch a movie. THE REAPING. I wanted to watch that a long time ago. Heard it's quite nice. But new movies like POTC and spider man are comin' out! and I've already promised to watch TMNT with jun wei and sam tang. There's simply too many things to do now, plus balancing all the workload. Some ppl say it's coz it's MJ, but perhaps, a little stress for 2 years' nothing compared to the result at the end of 2 years. Let's just see how. Haha.
But the girls didn't want to watch. And the guys were going to play pool at 5. So we could only walk and talk. Strictly speaking, it was a non-productive friday afternoon spent at plaza sing, but personally I like hanging out with a group of friends and just catchin' up a bit.
The guys left shortly after. So I was left alone. With the three of them. Oh! hazel would say it's an honour. I guess so. Haha. Like everyone says, SA girls are nice. Haha! They are la. And I've got the job of a mei-po. Eugene's the man. You gotta thank me if it works out. Haha.
Sat down in front of a mirror self-admiring themselves. Teaching abigail to learn to be 自戀！omg. She's already very quiet, that's making her feel embarrassed? Perhaps. Haha. Girls nowadays, including my sister, are so.. typically self-lovable.
I was hungry and wanted to grab something to eat. At Mac. There they taught me how to eat fries the weird way - dippin' them into mcflurry. It's nth new, but i've never tried it before. And it had to be my first time! It's nice though, but make that the last time. hah!
Suddenly I thought of Gab working in Plaza Sing. Poly's starting (for TP), but i was just wondering if he was still working there. So went to check out his shop. Disappointed he wasn't there, but now that the gang is so segregated 'coz of the many things that happened, maybe it's just pointless to look back on the things that I once thought was my everything.
School was supposed to end at 12.55pm for me. But I had to make up for Physics experiment. In the end I left school at 1.30pm.
Many things in mind.
1) Rachel and the rest were hanging out at White Sands. Rachel asked the guys to go meet them there. Actually if I had nothing on I'd probably had gone there too.
2) But the guys wanted to eat in school (I've had enough of school food!) and play a little bit of soccer after that I think. But I couldn't.
3) Go out with aunt and grandparents. They finally came to Singapore. After 2 long years. The last time they came was in 2005 during Chinese New Year. And tragic struck. Since then we've always been the one going to visit them. But I prefer that kinda arrangement. There's more things to do over there. If it wasn't for the promise I made, this would have topped my priority.
4) But no I couldn't. I've already given my word. We finally get the chance to hang out a bit. And some of them even gave up the chance to go out with their classmates after sports day.
Didn't expect so many people to turn up. It was supposed to be a celebration for Hazel's Birthday on Monday! But it was still nice though. Haha.
Hazel, Shirley, Mark, Seng Yang, Sean and Shirley's friend Abigail went.
Li Yun didn't turn up 'cause of her Speech Day. And partially 'coz I had to leave school late.
But I hope we'll get another chance during the June holidays or smth.
They had Yong Tau Foo, which we agreed to have it together! Argh. Next year alright. 20 April 2008. Let's have Yong Tau Foo together. I've never tried Yong Tau Foo at Plaza Sing, but since Hazel says it's nice I shall try it some day.
We sat down and chatted a bit before I suggested going to catch a movie. THE REAPING. I wanted to watch that a long time ago. Heard it's quite nice. But new movies like POTC and spider man are comin' out! and I've already promised to watch TMNT with jun wei and sam tang. There's simply too many things to do now, plus balancing all the workload. Some ppl say it's coz it's MJ, but perhaps, a little stress for 2 years' nothing compared to the result at the end of 2 years. Let's just see how. Haha.
But the girls didn't want to watch. And the guys were going to play pool at 5. So we could only walk and talk. Strictly speaking, it was a non-productive friday afternoon spent at plaza sing, but personally I like hanging out with a group of friends and just catchin' up a bit.
The guys left shortly after. So I was left alone. With the three of them. Oh! hazel would say it's an honour. I guess so. Haha. Like everyone says, SA girls are nice. Haha! They are la. And I've got the job of a mei-po. Eugene's the man. You gotta thank me if it works out. Haha.
Sat down in front of a mirror self-admiring themselves. Teaching abigail to learn to be 自戀！omg. She's already very quiet, that's making her feel embarrassed? Perhaps. Haha. Girls nowadays, including my sister, are so.. typically self-lovable.
I was hungry and wanted to grab something to eat. At Mac. There they taught me how to eat fries the weird way - dippin' them into mcflurry. It's nth new, but i've never tried it before. And it had to be my first time! It's nice though, but make that the last time. hah!
Suddenly I thought of Gab working in Plaza Sing. Poly's starting (for TP), but i was just wondering if he was still working there. So went to check out his shop. Disappointed he wasn't there, but now that the gang is so segregated 'coz of the many things that happened, maybe it's just pointless to look back on the things that I once thought was my everything.
...
Hope was just..
Blind faith.
...
Till the time struck 7, I was exhausted, after going to watch syf on thursday.
...
SYF:
MJ got a gold! again. And eugene was nice enough to thank me, although I really didn't do much. Saw Zhe Hui and the rest of the SA Guitar Club members. Down and disappointed with the silver they attained. I knew they expected more. If only I had stayed. Things would have turned out different about how I feel about things. But now I can't un-do things, that's it. Loads of people have convinced me about my decision, whether right or wrong, but like what he said, experience.. is what you go out there and get. When he comes out from the army for a break, I'll rmbr to tell him about the results. For once, I've let his words be a major factor in my life.
...
So after browsing thru some books, right after 7pm, we departed our own ways. And guess what! I met Rui Zhe at Dhoby Ghaut MRT! I called Jing Nan immediately! Everything after that was like. chill. Fate? Destiny? Made you not meet him there. Whatever, it's a case of I Don't Know. Just see what happens 'aight.
*I know this post's in a mess. Like how I'm feeling now. In a mess.
But all in all, thanks to all who has made my life so different.
And speaking of which, MJ's guitar concert is comin' soon. Hope I get a chance to perform. And I'll be very much looking forward to seeing Ms Lam at the concert.
While this weekend has been fruitful to me, I can't express my feelings out for someone who used to impact my life so much. Even now, when I look at your state, it serves as a reminder that nothing can be taken for granted. Tragic struck on that day, and I saw her tears trickle down her cheek.. Motherly love? I'll never forget that fateful day in CGH. I can't even pick myself up to say thanks to you, even as you're sitting here right next to me.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
real.
Another song that I came across on FM 88.3 in the car just as I went to fetch my grandparents from the airport.
退給你的信只留下最後一封
淡淡筆跡你熟悉的溫柔
請別介意我會將信紙好好手著
當我需要你關懷的時候
走過夏日街頭還是想牽你的手
好像聽到一句溫暖的問候
雖然我們説好了還是朋友
但爲什麽卻沒有再聯絡
愛你不是兩三天
每天卻像想你很多遍
還不習慣孤獨街道
擁擠人潮沒你擁抱
愛你不是兩三天
一眨眼心就能沉澱
你是否想念我喔
還是像我只和寂寞做朋友
擔心你沒有好好的過
又怕你已經忘記了我
剛剛分手像告別很久
還想為你做些什麽
愛你不是兩三天
唱:梁靜茹
詞:潘协庆/葛大為
曲:潘協慶
退給你的信只留下最後一封
淡淡筆跡你熟悉的溫柔
請別介意我會將信紙好好手著
當我需要你關懷的時候
走過夏日街頭還是想牽你的手
好像聽到一句溫暖的問候
雖然我們説好了還是朋友
但爲什麽卻沒有再聯絡
愛你不是兩三天
每天卻像想你很多遍
還不習慣孤獨街道
擁擠人潮沒你擁抱
愛你不是兩三天
一眨眼心就能沉澱
你是否想念我喔
還是像我只和寂寞做朋友
擔心你沒有好好的過
又怕你已經忘記了我
剛剛分手像告別很久
還想為你做些什麽
...
我後來才發現..
愛你不是兩三天..
是一天.
...
Sunday, April 15, 2007
開個玩笑啦..!
The other day Pat was asking me what 'black humour' was. Just reminded me of this song. So I decided to go online to search for it..
歌名: 黑色幽默
主唱:周杰倫
詞曲:周杰倫
編曲:Baby
難過 是因為悶了很久
是因為想了太多
是心理起了作用
你說 苦笑常常陪著你
在一起有點勉強
該不該現在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我聽錯弄錯搞錯
拜託 我想是你的腦袋有問題
隨便說說
其實我早己經猜透看透不想多說
只是我怕眼淚撐不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧？
我不想拆穿你
當作 是你開的玩笑
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧？
敗給你的黑色幽默
我的認真敗給黑色幽默
歌名: 黑色幽默
主唱:周杰倫
詞曲:周杰倫
編曲:Baby
難過 是因為悶了很久
是因為想了太多
是心理起了作用
你說 苦笑常常陪著你
在一起有點勉強
該不該現在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我聽錯弄錯搞錯
拜託 我想是你的腦袋有問題
隨便說說
其實我早己經猜透看透不想多說
只是我怕眼淚撐不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧？
我不想拆穿你
當作 是你開的玩笑
想通 卻又再考倒我
說散 你想很久了吧？
敗給你的黑色幽默
我的認真敗給黑色幽默
Keep goin'
He's out.
But he did try. Feelin' sorry for ya, but it's great for you to have the experience.. Instead of being just another audience in the crowd. That's how I felt. Like you had the courage to go up there and perform. So there's nothing to be ashamed of. Although you said you felt like you didn't give your best, we're all proud of ya. We supported you all the way from the first round to the last, because we believed in you! Keep your head up and keep workin' hard! No one can taste success forever, failure is bitter but that's what makes us strive to scale to greater heights!
Remember, whatever you do, we'll be behind ya! And Yu Chuan, [You'll Never Walk Alone]. RMBR! =D
And for those who failed in love, haha! Come on! When you finally realise, you realise everything comes down to.. nothing. There's nothing worth remembering. For those who let you down, for those who cheated on you, for those who made you feel bad, reflect, and think about the situation. You can never be right, but neither can that person be. Analyse. That person could be the reason everything fell apart and shatter to pieces. That's to you, Jing Nan!
'She'll just lose interest for no reason'. I'll remember those words someone said to me.
O btw,
SA's Guitar Ensemble Concert:
19th May 2007
7 p.m.
SAJC Cultural Centre
I'll be going!
But he did try. Feelin' sorry for ya, but it's great for you to have the experience.. Instead of being just another audience in the crowd. That's how I felt. Like you had the courage to go up there and perform. So there's nothing to be ashamed of. Although you said you felt like you didn't give your best, we're all proud of ya. We supported you all the way from the first round to the last, because we believed in you! Keep your head up and keep workin' hard! No one can taste success forever, failure is bitter but that's what makes us strive to scale to greater heights!
Remember, whatever you do, we'll be behind ya! And Yu Chuan, [You'll Never Walk Alone]. RMBR! =D
And for those who failed in love, haha! Come on! When you finally realise, you realise everything comes down to.. nothing. There's nothing worth remembering. For those who let you down, for those who cheated on you, for those who made you feel bad, reflect, and think about the situation. You can never be right, but neither can that person be. Analyse. That person could be the reason everything fell apart and shatter to pieces. That's to you, Jing Nan!
'She'll just lose interest for no reason'. I'll remember those words someone said to me.
O btw,
SA's Guitar Ensemble Concert:
19th May 2007
7 p.m.
SAJC Cultural Centre
I'll be going!
Monday, April 09, 2007
Another one.
Couldn't sleep.. In the end I decided to go cage early. For once. I reached there at 8.50 when we were supposed to meet at 9. But nobody turned up on time, 'as usual', said kw. Maybe it's perhaps i'm one of the culprits too. but i was early this time! haha. then strolled to the hawker centre to have breakfast before yx turned up as well. In the end i was late even later than thien soon. anyways we went off to play soccer as soon as hong shan reached kw's house.
Today's soccer was much better. I played much better than the previous few weeks. Although i didn't get onto the score sheet, I felt much fresher and more energetic. Got more of the ball, and ran more. Something I'm quite happy about actually. But thein soon had to spoil everything for the team -.- kept giving the ball away. was quite pissed, but heck it. Seems like everytime we play soccer, it's only yx, kw, louis and I playing properly. Something commendable though. Hong Shan improved a lot! But maybe it's coz of the huge space we gave him.
Played against a group of outsiders and they were very physical. Can't take it. Our team finished them off within 2 minutes on our first attempt but after that we faded. Tryin' to figure out why. Nvm. With every match we shall improve.
Played 'tiang' with thien soon! and HOW CAN I LOSE TO HIM. Had to treat him half a cup of bubble tea as promised. Miracle man.
After sitting down around for a while at the coffee shop, had to dash straight to tampines for piano lesson. This time she was late. But she made it up though. Learnt quite a lot. Just hopin' to get more out of this course in a short period of time. Wanted to eat sushi with my mum and brother but couldn't. Had previously agreed to go meet up with hannah and zhi wei for movie! Sunshine. Quite a nice sci-fi show. But kinda exaggerating, with some realistic parts like the quarrel/ debate over pushing the blame. Reminiscent eh? Driven to desperation, the chinese guy killed himself to take responsibility for his mistake. Sabotage by the No. 1 leader. Insane. Just when they almost did it he gave it all away.
But in the end the sun shone brighter. Much much much brighter. Everything comes to an end one day, we may delay it, but what's the point? For the next generation? Someone's gonna do the dirty job... But for who? Humanity's sake? It just doesnt make sense. Still, it was quite a nice show all in all. The non-typical sci-fi show.
Had dinner with the both of them after the show, caught up on a lot of things. And guess what. How did the news ever get to zhi wei? Zhi wei told me somethings that he overheard from this guy working at plaza sing. Ok. Pleasant. Great. I didn't say a thing and things get on and on and on. Assume? Nah. It's just a case of betrayal. How am i feelin'? Haha. Just forget it. Never expected that but after what yewf had said to me, everything's possible. Now I see the true colour in ya.
Was there for about 1 to 2 hours till hannah had to rush off back home as she was forced to. We split up after that. I had to go find a friend as well to write on something. It was a great evening well spent, and I'd hope to keep in contact with ya guys alright. Esp zhi wei, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! A great thing you still can remain so happy and cheerful!
Another one that comes in, another one that gets out.
Today's soccer was much better. I played much better than the previous few weeks. Although i didn't get onto the score sheet, I felt much fresher and more energetic. Got more of the ball, and ran more. Something I'm quite happy about actually. But thein soon had to spoil everything for the team -.- kept giving the ball away. was quite pissed, but heck it. Seems like everytime we play soccer, it's only yx, kw, louis and I playing properly. Something commendable though. Hong Shan improved a lot! But maybe it's coz of the huge space we gave him.
Played against a group of outsiders and they were very physical. Can't take it. Our team finished them off within 2 minutes on our first attempt but after that we faded. Tryin' to figure out why. Nvm. With every match we shall improve.
Played 'tiang' with thien soon! and HOW CAN I LOSE TO HIM. Had to treat him half a cup of bubble tea as promised. Miracle man.
After sitting down around for a while at the coffee shop, had to dash straight to tampines for piano lesson. This time she was late. But she made it up though. Learnt quite a lot. Just hopin' to get more out of this course in a short period of time. Wanted to eat sushi with my mum and brother but couldn't. Had previously agreed to go meet up with hannah and zhi wei for movie! Sunshine. Quite a nice sci-fi show. But kinda exaggerating, with some realistic parts like the quarrel/ debate over pushing the blame. Reminiscent eh? Driven to desperation, the chinese guy killed himself to take responsibility for his mistake. Sabotage by the No. 1 leader. Insane. Just when they almost did it he gave it all away.
But in the end the sun shone brighter. Much much much brighter. Everything comes to an end one day, we may delay it, but what's the point? For the next generation? Someone's gonna do the dirty job... But for who? Humanity's sake? It just doesnt make sense. Still, it was quite a nice show all in all. The non-typical sci-fi show.
Had dinner with the both of them after the show, caught up on a lot of things. And guess what. How did the news ever get to zhi wei? Zhi wei told me somethings that he overheard from this guy working at plaza sing. Ok. Pleasant. Great. I didn't say a thing and things get on and on and on. Assume? Nah. It's just a case of betrayal. How am i feelin'? Haha. Just forget it. Never expected that but after what yewf had said to me, everything's possible. Now I see the true colour in ya.
Was there for about 1 to 2 hours till hannah had to rush off back home as she was forced to. We split up after that. I had to go find a friend as well to write on something. It was a great evening well spent, and I'd hope to keep in contact with ya guys alright. Esp zhi wei, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! A great thing you still can remain so happy and cheerful!
Another one that comes in, another one that gets out.
[Imagine That]
]John Lennon[
Imagine there's no heaven,
it's easy if you try,
no hell below us,
above us only sky.
Imagine all the people,
living for today yu-huh.
Imagine there's no countries,
it isn't hard to do,
nothing to kill or die for,
and no religion too.
Imagine all the people,
living life in peace yu-huh.
You may say I'm a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will live as one.
Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
no need for greed or hunger,
a brotherhood of man.
Imagine all the people,
sharing all the world yu-huh.
You may say I'm a dreamer
but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us,
and the world will be as one.
Dear mama.
Sounds familiar?
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
你比從前快樂
在FM88.3 聽見這首很耳熟的歌..
瞬間讓我回憶..
FM88.3真得很耐聼哦！
不斷的播很多好聽的歌曲..
憲哥的歌..
<-你比從前快樂->
走在熙來攘往的街頭
你不再牽著我的手
小心翼翼的將你的小指勾
淚也小心翼翼的流
有些事情你在瞞著我
你終于還是開了口
淡淡一句還是朋友
撕裂的心也如刀割
知道分手后你不難過,你比從前快樂
那祝福的話叫我如何能夠說得出口
過往的快樂是否褪色,想問你怎麽捨得
不要在耳邊再說你會想我... ...
那就算了吧.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Forgotten.
Happened to be browsing thru cindy's profile.. Had this song on her webpage. Reminds me of my brother's favourite song. Last time. Then he just happened to be singing this song when he came back that day. What a coincidence. A catchy tune, I think anyone in love would love this song. You get what I mean yea.
<-KISS ME->
>-Sixpence None The Richer-<
Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, (swing, swing) swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me (kiss me) down by the broken tree house
Swing me (swing me) upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring, (bring, bring) bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
So kiss me...(2x more)
One more step.. To superstardom.
31 March '07
Tight saturday schedule.
9.30 - 12.00:
Soccer at cage! Thien Soon didnt turn up for our one-on-one challenge. Lol. But I thought today's game was pretty much okay. Better than our previous few weeks'. Hit post THRICE. Can you believe it.
1 - 1.30:
Raced from bedok all the way to tampines. 2nd piano lesson. Apparently I didnt make it on time. Was late for 10 mins. She wasn't really pleased, but she didn't say much though. She had to push back the time for her next lesson. Well it's not my fault! Really. I left early already. Lol. Covered through the basics for the keys. Pretty much to cover in a short space of 2 weeks. Just hopin' the teachin' pace will be quickened a bit to pick up things faster.
And I had only bread for lunch. Starved me seriously. And the worse thing was that I got cheated $1! ONE DOLLAR! The cashier can't even count with the help of a machine. Failure of the education system. Lol. And I only realised after I left tampines. Lol.
3.00 - 6.30:
Everything was a rush. To go TOA PAYOH to meet up with jing nan, mandy, jeffrey and yu chuan. Reached there at around 3 before I was lost and Mandy has to come out from the building to come find me. Thanks! Yu Chuan was there since morning for his competition. I wished him good luck in the morning, and it helped his cause! He progressed to the next round (CONGRATS!) but he admitted it was down to luck. And his 'groovy' dance moves. Lol. Don't discredit yourself la! Your voice is nice ok. And that's why you made it to the last 30. Doesn't really matter how you did it. So long as you did it =)
[btw, i want the photos as well]
And like how jing nan felt, I felt pretty bad about making him leave his friends and family for us. But he had to. I mean. I went ALL THE WAY from tampines to TOA PAYOH just to see him. Of course he had to do that. haha. But there wasn't anything much for us to do in Toa Payoh. Ji Soo called to say she was still at home, but she'd like to come find us. But Jing Nan decided instead for us to go find her in woodlands. She had moved to woodlands from kembangan after being transfered to IJ. Convenience is really important I guess. Like for me. Haha.
We were walking around in causeway point basement one when I said I was starving. I wanted to go budget but because of some ppl, forced us to go ichiban sushi to sit down and.. SPEND MONEY. 8 plates of sushi - $17.45! Plus GST and service charge that is. Burnt a hole in my wallet. But it's ok. I'm gettin' my allowance soon! And after saving so much for smth which I didn't need to get after all, I still can spend a bit I guess. Haha. And at least jing nan could complete her piano lesson and yu chuan could emo there.
Wait. And we realised yu chuan knows nothing - absolutely nothing - about our og ppl. At least I had a messenger from our og. Haha! And we were still discussing that day online. How can he know nothing especially after so many things have happened?! Incredible.
Anyways, Ji Soo joined us soon after and we went Gelare to have a ice-cream waffle. She wanted to treat us but since it was her bday, it was down to us guys to pay for her. So nice of us right, jing nan. Haha. Anyways we shared a lot of things there till we ran out of things to talk about. In the end we were down to playing lame games. Yu Chuan'll know what I mean. lol.
Mandy had to leave for family dinner and I too had to leave to go for the BIG MATCH at kw's house. So we parted our own ways after that. I initially wanted to take the other direction with yu chuan and mandy since it would have been much faster. But jing nan convinced me not to. You know why huh. Haha. But it's just speculation. Don't think so much. lol.
We had this plan to find out if it was true, but it failed. Badly. But there'll always be a next time!
7.50 - 1.30 (1 April '07)
Was late for the start of the match. ONE-NIL UP LIVERPOOL. CROUCHIE. He'd go on to score 2 more. And the final result: FOUR - ONE. Yes.
FOUR - ONE.
Sweet revenge. And that sure hit back at our critics, even though it was a second string Arsenal side. Showed what we can do when the whole team plays well. Adebayor hit the post twice, reminds me of me today morning. lol. And through out the match kw and yx were arguing about the match. Friendly debate la. Haha. Didn't really participated much as I was falling asleep. But after winning eleven, woah. I felt much energized. All fired up for our very own 小氣大財神. 4 of us - kw, zhi hao, yx and I. Just nice for the game. And zhi hao is damn ke lian. If he had gone on for the show he'll sure be the biggest loser. Honest. Haha.
This game kept us occupied till 1.30, when everyone finally felt tired and sleepy. Went home after that by cab. yx paid for the fare. Needa pay him back asap. Lest i forget.
That's all for this Saturday. Actually it's nice to be out a whole day. Next week's plan: to the arcade with my brother! Tentatively.
Anyways, what I gotta say is.
Yu Chuan:
ONE MORE STEP.. TO SUPERSTARDOM!
And we'll be there on the 14th to support you! No matter what.
YNWA.
Tight saturday schedule.
9.30 - 12.00:
Soccer at cage! Thien Soon didnt turn up for our one-on-one challenge. Lol. But I thought today's game was pretty much okay. Better than our previous few weeks'. Hit post THRICE. Can you believe it.
1 - 1.30:
Raced from bedok all the way to tampines. 2nd piano lesson. Apparently I didnt make it on time. Was late for 10 mins. She wasn't really pleased, but she didn't say much though. She had to push back the time for her next lesson. Well it's not my fault! Really. I left early already. Lol. Covered through the basics for the keys. Pretty much to cover in a short space of 2 weeks. Just hopin' the teachin' pace will be quickened a bit to pick up things faster.
And I had only bread for lunch. Starved me seriously. And the worse thing was that I got cheated $1! ONE DOLLAR! The cashier can't even count with the help of a machine. Failure of the education system. Lol. And I only realised after I left tampines. Lol.
3.00 - 6.30:
Everything was a rush. To go TOA PAYOH to meet up with jing nan, mandy, jeffrey and yu chuan. Reached there at around 3 before I was lost and Mandy has to come out from the building to come find me. Thanks! Yu Chuan was there since morning for his competition. I wished him good luck in the morning, and it helped his cause! He progressed to the next round (CONGRATS!) but he admitted it was down to luck. And his 'groovy' dance moves. Lol. Don't discredit yourself la! Your voice is nice ok. And that's why you made it to the last 30. Doesn't really matter how you did it. So long as you did it =)
[btw, i want the photos as well]
And like how jing nan felt, I felt pretty bad about making him leave his friends and family for us. But he had to. I mean. I went ALL THE WAY from tampines to TOA PAYOH just to see him. Of course he had to do that. haha. But there wasn't anything much for us to do in Toa Payoh. Ji Soo called to say she was still at home, but she'd like to come find us. But Jing Nan decided instead for us to go find her in woodlands. She had moved to woodlands from kembangan after being transfered to IJ. Convenience is really important I guess. Like for me. Haha.
We were walking around in causeway point basement one when I said I was starving. I wanted to go budget but because of some ppl, forced us to go ichiban sushi to sit down and.. SPEND MONEY. 8 plates of sushi - $17.45! Plus GST and service charge that is. Burnt a hole in my wallet. But it's ok. I'm gettin' my allowance soon! And after saving so much for smth which I didn't need to get after all, I still can spend a bit I guess. Haha. And at least jing nan could complete her piano lesson and yu chuan could emo there.
Wait. And we realised yu chuan knows nothing - absolutely nothing - about our og ppl. At least I had a messenger from our og. Haha! And we were still discussing that day online. How can he know nothing especially after so many things have happened?! Incredible.
Anyways, Ji Soo joined us soon after and we went Gelare to have a ice-cream waffle. She wanted to treat us but since it was her bday, it was down to us guys to pay for her. So nice of us right, jing nan. Haha. Anyways we shared a lot of things there till we ran out of things to talk about. In the end we were down to playing lame games. Yu Chuan'll know what I mean. lol.
Mandy had to leave for family dinner and I too had to leave to go for the BIG MATCH at kw's house. So we parted our own ways after that. I initially wanted to take the other direction with yu chuan and mandy since it would have been much faster. But jing nan convinced me not to. You know why huh. Haha. But it's just speculation. Don't think so much. lol.
We had this plan to find out if it was true, but it failed. Badly. But there'll always be a next time!
7.50 - 1.30 (1 April '07)
Was late for the start of the match. ONE-NIL UP LIVERPOOL. CROUCHIE. He'd go on to score 2 more. And the final result: FOUR - ONE. Yes.
FOUR - ONE.
Sweet revenge. And that sure hit back at our critics, even though it was a second string Arsenal side. Showed what we can do when the whole team plays well. Adebayor hit the post twice, reminds me of me today morning. lol. And through out the match kw and yx were arguing about the match. Friendly debate la. Haha. Didn't really participated much as I was falling asleep. But after winning eleven, woah. I felt much energized. All fired up for our very own 小氣大財神. 4 of us - kw, zhi hao, yx and I. Just nice for the game. And zhi hao is damn ke lian. If he had gone on for the show he'll sure be the biggest loser. Honest. Haha.
This game kept us occupied till 1.30, when everyone finally felt tired and sleepy. Went home after that by cab. yx paid for the fare. Needa pay him back asap. Lest i forget.
That's all for this Saturday. Actually it's nice to be out a whole day. Next week's plan: to the arcade with my brother! Tentatively.
Anyways, what I gotta say is.
Yu Chuan:
ONE MORE STEP.. TO SUPERSTARDOM!
And we'll be there on the 14th to support you! No matter what.
YNWA.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Let it..
GO!
Yea. went back sa today with the intention to meet ms lam and friends.
Oh man. Today was damn tiring. Although school ended at 2.30.
After school CHIONG to sa. Took 45 mins to reach potong pasir from mj. wah biang. and the worst thing was i didn't bring anything to read on the bus. just listenin' to some songs. i kinda miss long bus trips though. coz now i rarely listen to mp3 anymore. Li yun the smsed me to tell me she had to leave school early. So didn't get the chance to meet her. but pat and jing nan were waiting. Pat was frustrated that i made her wait so long.. but it's not my fault! the route from mrt station to the maingate is extraordinarily long! Was i supposed to know? I never took the route before. And the security guard wouldn't let me in just like that. Still forced me to put on the visitors tag when others just crashed in without noticing nobody. And he dragged the time! I was stuck there for a few minutes for questioning -.-
Anyways, after that i met up with shirley, seng yang and hazel at the cafe. Woah. Never knew u guys were SO united. Chunks to talk about. And yea. After hearing from u guys i guess my brother was right.. all the jcs are the same anyway. who needs the reputation? I'm not discrediting nobody but i think he's right afterall.
Was supposed to go find jing nan and pat first but hazel and co wouldn't let me go! Lol. So pat kept calling me and buggin' me. Jing nan got impatient too =/ So i rushed off to the linkway to find them. Pat was waiting at the junior school side. Didn't dare to step into the jc side. I wonder why she's so timid =X haha. eh but really lor.
Jing nan was showing off the finger print thing. Then i made her do it repeatedly!
Patricia was blabberin' about her uniform and mine. Well it looks the same lor! But cjc's collar pin looks nicer i guess. But sa's still the nicest la i'll admit. If i had to choose schools according to uni, it'll be sa no doubt. =/
Anyways, we walked all the way back to cafe. Met rei, sharon, rahul and some random guy whom I didn't know. Rahul seems to have changed a lot. It's not just the hair la. Something about him just seems different. =X And when jing nan pointed to me their gang. Er. Yea. Gives me an impression.
Chat chat a bit. then finally i was to my ultimate aim: to find ms lam and thank her! but she wasn't in 'her office' today. Kinda disappointed. But i'm still glad i met my friends and all. PAE was REALLY NICE. But i'd say i won't regret la.
Plus after talking to Wilson, the guitar club president, i think so. He's like very depressed or smth. Woah. But at least zhe hui still sounds ok, not so stressed. haha. whatever the case and however i'm gonna walk this path, we can only..
LET
it be the way it is
it be my final decision
GO.
that's it i guess. And yea. 07s207's quite nice. Hope everyone settles in their own school asap. And for patricia, look ahead. =D
Yea. went back sa today with the intention to meet ms lam and friends.
Oh man. Today was damn tiring. Although school ended at 2.30.
After school CHIONG to sa. Took 45 mins to reach potong pasir from mj. wah biang. and the worst thing was i didn't bring anything to read on the bus. just listenin' to some songs. i kinda miss long bus trips though. coz now i rarely listen to mp3 anymore. Li yun the smsed me to tell me she had to leave school early. So didn't get the chance to meet her. but pat and jing nan were waiting. Pat was frustrated that i made her wait so long.. but it's not my fault! the route from mrt station to the maingate is extraordinarily long! Was i supposed to know? I never took the route before. And the security guard wouldn't let me in just like that. Still forced me to put on the visitors tag when others just crashed in without noticing nobody. And he dragged the time! I was stuck there for a few minutes for questioning -.-
Anyways, after that i met up with shirley, seng yang and hazel at the cafe. Woah. Never knew u guys were SO united. Chunks to talk about. And yea. After hearing from u guys i guess my brother was right.. all the jcs are the same anyway. who needs the reputation? I'm not discrediting nobody but i think he's right afterall.
Was supposed to go find jing nan and pat first but hazel and co wouldn't let me go! Lol. So pat kept calling me and buggin' me. Jing nan got impatient too =/ So i rushed off to the linkway to find them. Pat was waiting at the junior school side. Didn't dare to step into the jc side. I wonder why she's so timid =X haha. eh but really lor.
Jing nan was showing off the finger print thing. Then i made her do it repeatedly!
Patricia was blabberin' about her uniform and mine. Well it looks the same lor! But cjc's collar pin looks nicer i guess. But sa's still the nicest la i'll admit. If i had to choose schools according to uni, it'll be sa no doubt. =/
Anyways, we walked all the way back to cafe. Met rei, sharon, rahul and some random guy whom I didn't know. Rahul seems to have changed a lot. It's not just the hair la. Something about him just seems different. =X And when jing nan pointed to me their gang. Er. Yea. Gives me an impression.
Chat chat a bit. then finally i was to my ultimate aim: to find ms lam and thank her! but she wasn't in 'her office' today. Kinda disappointed. But i'm still glad i met my friends and all. PAE was REALLY NICE. But i'd say i won't regret la.
Plus after talking to Wilson, the guitar club president, i think so. He's like very depressed or smth. Woah. But at least zhe hui still sounds ok, not so stressed. haha. whatever the case and however i'm gonna walk this path, we can only..
LET
it be the way it is
it be my final decision
GO.
that's it i guess. And yea. 07s207's quite nice. Hope everyone settles in their own school asap. And for patricia, look ahead. =D
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Recently I've been.. Reachin'.
Yesterday was rather busy.
Morning went to buy uniform, then was supposed to go support Yu Chuan at CSS. But then couldn't make it. Sorry man. Just glad that you made it to the next round. All the best!
Shortly after that I went to Marina Square just to watch Hazel, Mark, Shirley, Seng Yang and the rest to eat at Jack's Place! Lol. Maybe the trip was worth it 'cause of the amount of water I drank. Lol. Thanks though, Hazel. And you actually remembered to bring the cards (I actually meant poker cards) lol! Haha. Li Yun couldn't make it in time then I was scolding her. In the end I left when she reached. =/
Maybe next time lor.
Xue Qi was angry. Then keep tellin' me about her god-brother. Aiya. Relax la. Everything happens for a reason la. Just look at me. Haha.. Just chill la.. No point thinkin' too much about it.
Just be happy =D
Rushed off to play soccer with kw, yx and co. Was drained by time the match ended. Too long never play soccer! Needs time to adjust la. Played till around 5 then went kw house for a while then we left. Reached Pasir Ris at around 6.20 and yewf made me wait for damn long. Had dinner with his friend Wei Qiang also. At the newly opened Kopitiam at White Sands 3rd floor. Yewf's Vampire friend. Lol. But then he didn't eat. After that walked home, chit chat a bit here and there. He's.. Not bad la. Quite friendly. Haha. And yea. Yewf's been acting weird lately. Aiya just cheer up a bit and open up more.
Walked home from there. Oh man. Took like 30 mins. Chat. Nth much though. Was supposed to play fm but then couldn't use. Not like those photos are in a hurry to be edited right.
Just.. Recently.
Morning went to buy uniform, then was supposed to go support Yu Chuan at CSS. But then couldn't make it. Sorry man. Just glad that you made it to the next round. All the best!
Shortly after that I went to Marina Square just to watch Hazel, Mark, Shirley, Seng Yang and the rest to eat at Jack's Place! Lol. Maybe the trip was worth it 'cause of the amount of water I drank. Lol. Thanks though, Hazel. And you actually remembered to bring the cards (I actually meant poker cards) lol! Haha. Li Yun couldn't make it in time then I was scolding her. In the end I left when she reached. =/
Maybe next time lor.
Xue Qi was angry. Then keep tellin' me about her god-brother. Aiya. Relax la. Everything happens for a reason la. Just look at me. Haha.. Just chill la.. No point thinkin' too much about it.
Just be happy =D
Rushed off to play soccer with kw, yx and co. Was drained by time the match ended. Too long never play soccer! Needs time to adjust la. Played till around 5 then went kw house for a while then we left. Reached Pasir Ris at around 6.20 and yewf made me wait for damn long. Had dinner with his friend Wei Qiang also. At the newly opened Kopitiam at White Sands 3rd floor. Yewf's Vampire friend. Lol. But then he didn't eat. After that walked home, chit chat a bit here and there. He's.. Not bad la. Quite friendly. Haha. And yea. Yewf's been acting weird lately. Aiya just cheer up a bit and open up more.
Walked home from there. Oh man. Took like 30 mins. Chat. Nth much though. Was supposed to play fm but then couldn't use. Not like those photos are in a hurry to be edited right.
Just.. Recently.
Meaning?
To actually treat others even more than me, and then come back around swearing you were always down. To lose a great friend and all this shit. Blame it on me. It's all me. Ok. I would rather have sacrificed those times I had and to have it normal forever. It's just not the same. I went around tellin' people about it? I didn't. But you won't believe. I can't be bothered to explain anymore. You won't want to listen anyway. I never even blog about it. Not till this post. Who blogged?
Those no-friends of yours speak of so many lies. They tell me how they feel about somethings, then tell you another. You don't like how I put it, but it's f- up. You actually trust them. I'm disgusted. Utterly disgusted. If I said this right into your face you would say I'm self-opinionated. So what am I supposed to do? Let it go? Haven't I done that? I never bugged about anything. You wanna talk about it, ok. Nobody's stoppin' you.
I always knew something like that would happen.
If you'd still remember what I said on day 1.
And to not see that 'withheld' shine on my screen again.
I lied to you about how I felt, just to let it go. You believe? You think I really felt that way? Ok nvm. For me to trust so much in you and then that's it. That's it?
Upset ur whole entire life? please.
I didn't want to talk about this anymore. But if I don't jot it down somewhere, who would know?
People only read about it, but they'll never understand.
This is not for you, it's for me. This is not an argument.
Those no-friends of yours speak of so many lies. They tell me how they feel about somethings, then tell you another. You don't like how I put it, but it's f- up. You actually trust them. I'm disgusted. Utterly disgusted. If I said this right into your face you would say I'm self-opinionated. So what am I supposed to do? Let it go? Haven't I done that? I never bugged about anything. You wanna talk about it, ok. Nobody's stoppin' you.
I always knew something like that would happen.
If you'd still remember what I said on day 1.
And to not see that 'withheld' shine on my screen again.
I lied to you about how I felt, just to let it go. You believe? You think I really felt that way? Ok nvm. For me to trust so much in you and then that's it. That's it?
Upset ur whole entire life? please.
I didn't want to talk about this anymore. But if I don't jot it down somewhere, who would know?
People only read about it, but they'll never understand.
This is not for you, it's for me. This is not an argument.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Can't get out of my mind
I was initially reluctant to go, because of the thought of having to splendering away more of the little fortune I have left. But since Jing Nan kept persuading me to go, I decided not to let her down. In the end we turned up late too - we were supposed to meet up at 1.30, but we only reached there at 2.50. More than an hour late. =X But at least I made it ok! Plus I didn't want to sing at first! Lol.
So Yu Chuan, Rui Zhe, Jing Nan, Mandy, Ryanna and I went to in there to sing first. Wan Ting joined us later but didn't really sang.
Actually for most of the time it was really Yu Chuan and I singing. Mandy and Ryanna always sang together, but their voice were hardly audible. Lol. Sing louder!!
The drinks that Yu Chuan introduced - Mocha Chocolate and the coffee drink were nice.
But the aloe vera was too sweet - can actually get you diabetes if you drink like one glass a day =X
For long periods of the day Jing Nan was talking on the phone outside. I don't get it - we're there to sing! Not talk on the phone! Lol. And we gotta lighten the atmosphere by ourselves! =D Yu Chuan certainly did. Haha..
We sang till 7. Then after that we remained in the room all singing on our own, though the session was dominated by Yu Chuan's voice. =X We checked the receipt after the session too. Guess what! One hand towel actually costs $1 each! It's totally unreasonable.
Went to eat after that went Takashimaya for a while. Look through books. Then went home. Sorry can't be too bothered to elaborate about things. bleh.
So Yu Chuan, Rui Zhe, Jing Nan, Mandy, Ryanna and I went to in there to sing first. Wan Ting joined us later but didn't really sang.
Actually for most of the time it was really Yu Chuan and I singing. Mandy and Ryanna always sang together, but their voice were hardly audible. Lol. Sing louder!!
The drinks that Yu Chuan introduced - Mocha Chocolate and the coffee drink were nice.
But the aloe vera was too sweet - can actually get you diabetes if you drink like one glass a day =X
For long periods of the day Jing Nan was talking on the phone outside. I don't get it - we're there to sing! Not talk on the phone! Lol. And we gotta lighten the atmosphere by ourselves! =D Yu Chuan certainly did. Haha..
We sang till 7. Then after that we remained in the room all singing on our own, though the session was dominated by Yu Chuan's voice. =X We checked the receipt after the session too. Guess what! One hand towel actually costs $1 each! It's totally unreasonable.
Went to eat after that went Takashimaya for a while. Look through books. Then went home. Sorry can't be too bothered to elaborate about things. bleh.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
遠走高飛
遠走高飛
演唱：李聖傑
詞曲：蔡伯南
編曲：王豫民
愛你錯了嗎 為什麼會受到這麼多懲罰
他們說的話像針往心裡扎我心中的怕
不知該怎麼做才可以放下
只不過想好好的愛一次啊
（副歌）
帶我遠走高飛 不去理會
這一個蜚短流長的世界佈滿虛偽
是你讓我選擇沉醉 繁星守候月不能睡
只因為愛上了夜的黑
帶我遠走高飛 一起去追
有一個叫做幸福的世界沒有淚水
我已經感覺到疲累 只想在你懷抱入睡
不在乎別人眼中是非
重新再出發 能不能讓這天地不再吵雜
我的心裡面安靜得不像話故事的真假
沒有多餘的力氣去分辨他
只不過想好好的愛一次啊
Repeat （副歌）
Letters to..
School was supposed to end at 1pm. But I had only one lesson after 11.30. So I wanted to leave the school early to go dental. Then Kenji saw me at the corridor, asked me if I wanted to pon or not. So I gladly said yes. So I climbed out the gate with him. As in, really climb. Then after that ran all the way in the rain to the MRT station. Bought the pancake at the hawker centre and we gobbled them up within minutes. Lol. Amazing how fast guys can eat eh?
Then my mum called and said she was at Kovan. So I went there to have lunch with her. Hazel called ask me where I was. Outta school by that time. Too late. Skipped GP. Chatted with Kenji on the mrt. He's quite a nice guy to talk to, and as far as I know, he's an IT expert. Gotta ask him how to use some functions next time. He even has his own website! So convenient to use. And all his datas are all uploaded onto com.. haha.
So I met up with my mum's friends at Kovan then we went for lunch. At lao ban niang's stall. Everytime we go Kovan we'll sure drop by at her stall to eat.
Mum had to go back fetch my brother. Had to go dental. Was talking to Jun Xian and realised he was going dental too! but different place. Wanted to meet up, but then Sam Tang called and asked if wanna go watch movie. At ORCHARD. So I needn't have to go anywhere else. But got stopped at Popular there by this sales girl. Asked me donate. In the end most of the time was spent crapping. Was reluctant to donate initially, but yea.
Came across this book on palmistry.. Actually wanted to buy it but decided to search it up on the internet. Superstitious? Maybe. But personally i find it interesting. About the round and flat type of fingers.. And how that defines people. Kinda true when I think about it.. And the people I know.
The MRT towards Jurong at Kranji was stopped for accident. Worried Sam Tang 'cause they didn't know if they could make it in time. They did eventually. Managed to get the 4.20 tickets which costs $2 less than shows after 5pm. Hakim was - dry. Yu Ren, Sam Tang and I all drenched. Went into the theatre all freezing cold..
Lttrs to..
Nice. So emotional I think Tang got influenced by it or something. Lol. Reminds me of the RB Law which I watched with my siblings and my cousins in Taiwan last time. So realistic. People resort to escaping when driven to desperation - death.
Suddenly I feel like going on another movie spree - which I've been already. Ghostrider, Epic Movie, Lttrs, Just Follow. And more to come. Jun Wei says he wants to watch Pursuit of Happyness. And I'm gonna catch a movie with pschool friends. That's so much I can do before this shit gets serious.
Walked home and talked to LY on phone. LY's having sore throat.. Bad one i think. Can bearly project voice. Lol.
Had late dinner with family at 9pm.
And a gold trophy for you. B' Div Netball. Finally something you wanted so badly to put in your room. Congrats!
Forgive.. But these ideas.. It reminds me.
Churning these data. Analyse?
Who didn't?
That's why it's recorded.
NEC.
Then my mum called and said she was at Kovan. So I went there to have lunch with her. Hazel called ask me where I was. Outta school by that time. Too late. Skipped GP. Chatted with Kenji on the mrt. He's quite a nice guy to talk to, and as far as I know, he's an IT expert. Gotta ask him how to use some functions next time. He even has his own website! So convenient to use. And all his datas are all uploaded onto com.. haha.
So I met up with my mum's friends at Kovan then we went for lunch. At lao ban niang's stall. Everytime we go Kovan we'll sure drop by at her stall to eat.
Mum had to go back fetch my brother. Had to go dental. Was talking to Jun Xian and realised he was going dental too! but different place. Wanted to meet up, but then Sam Tang called and asked if wanna go watch movie. At ORCHARD. So I needn't have to go anywhere else. But got stopped at Popular there by this sales girl. Asked me donate. In the end most of the time was spent crapping. Was reluctant to donate initially, but yea.
Came across this book on palmistry.. Actually wanted to buy it but decided to search it up on the internet. Superstitious? Maybe. But personally i find it interesting. About the round and flat type of fingers.. And how that defines people. Kinda true when I think about it.. And the people I know.
The MRT towards Jurong at Kranji was stopped for accident. Worried Sam Tang 'cause they didn't know if they could make it in time. They did eventually. Managed to get the 4.20 tickets which costs $2 less than shows after 5pm. Hakim was - dry. Yu Ren, Sam Tang and I all drenched. Went into the theatre all freezing cold..
Lttrs to..
Nice. So emotional I think Tang got influenced by it or something. Lol. Reminds me of the RB Law which I watched with my siblings and my cousins in Taiwan last time. So realistic. People resort to escaping when driven to desperation - death.
Suddenly I feel like going on another movie spree - which I've been already. Ghostrider, Epic Movie, Lttrs, Just Follow. And more to come. Jun Wei says he wants to watch Pursuit of Happyness. And I'm gonna catch a movie with pschool friends. That's so much I can do before this shit gets serious.
Walked home and talked to LY on phone. LY's having sore throat.. Bad one i think. Can bearly project voice. Lol.
Had late dinner with family at 9pm.
And a gold trophy for you. B' Div Netball. Finally something you wanted so badly to put in your room. Congrats!
Forgive.. But these ideas.. It reminds me.
Churning these data. Analyse?
Who didn't?
That's why it's recorded.
NEC.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Reunion: Best friends from past.
Today I went to find Jun Xian at his work place. It's been a long time since we've met up. So after school I went all the way to Vivo City to find him at Timberland! He works at Timberland! Nice pay and nice working environment yea! haha. Then he took an hour break just before his dismissal from work to drink STARBUCKS with me. Haha. Chit-chatted through out. Then the freezing cold atmosphere made him want to pee. haha.
After that he knocked off from work and we went home together. Talk somemore. Talk talk and talk. Things from the past, the present, and the future. Seems like he's gonna have a good time.
Then we talked about how we're gonna organise a primary school reunion or something. Been talking to Lester and Leonard too. Harng Yi says he'll be in. And Adrian just tagged. Haha. Hopefully the plan's gonna be through.
Primary School has been nice, and hopefully we'll keep in touch again. =)
And for Jun Xian, we were goodest of friends last time, it's a pity we didnt get to keep in touch that regularly, but yea. Hearing about your past and your future plans, I know you're on the right track. I wish you all the best for your future. And I know we'll keep in touch more regularly now. =) Friends forever man.
Not like some others.
After that he knocked off from work and we went home together. Talk somemore. Talk talk and talk. Things from the past, the present, and the future. Seems like he's gonna have a good time.
Then we talked about how we're gonna organise a primary school reunion or something. Been talking to Lester and Leonard too. Harng Yi says he'll be in. And Adrian just tagged. Haha. Hopefully the plan's gonna be through.
Primary School has been nice, and hopefully we'll keep in touch again. =)
And for Jun Xian, we were goodest of friends last time, it's a pity we didnt get to keep in touch that regularly, but yea. Hearing about your past and your future plans, I know you're on the right track. I wish you all the best for your future. And I know we'll keep in touch more regularly now. =) Friends forever man.
Not like some others.
If..
If you'd still care.
You never knew me. Talk shit behind me, post it online for everyone to see. Well, who's wrong? I never talked about you online. But if you had to resort to this, what can I do? You probably not gonna read this page, but at least other people will hear of this like you wanted. Ok ok. It's ALL my fault. I'm cowardly. ok. I kept it low-profile. I never told the whole world about it. That's why I'm cowardly. And you have to tell the whole world about it. I'm so proud of it.
I wanted to clarify but you didn't want. We can help correct each other in what was wrong. But you didnt want. Ok ok. I'm guilty. You're angry and so am I. Don't I have feelings too? I NEVER WANTED to upset you. Clarifications' out of the equation.
We both were wrong. I know I was wrong to force an answer outta you. But that was to know how you felt. To know what you wanted. Friendship? I said okay. Then ignore and avoid. I became the worst - in your eyes. Okay. And you too. All your friends have all the qualities that I dun have. Even people whom you once said was horrible. It's nothing, okay. It's nothing. I don't wanna care anymore. We both aren't gonna back out of this. You don't.
Wasn't you who said of the thing that love NEVER existed between us? And now you say I assume. It's always me assuming. I contradict because you said it didn't exist? What sense? We couldn't compromise 'cause we never got the chance to.
It wasn't about pin-pointing the blame. It's about cooling down. You said after CNY. So I waited.
Never wanted to blame you, wanted to come to a conclusion and that's it. Now we can't even talk about it no more. I admit, we were both wrong. I don't wanna pin-point. But the tone you use. Ok. ALL MY FAULT. Keep thinking that way and maybe you'll be the happier one.
Believed in true love, but now, NEVER.
Wished to see you smile once more, and don't be so angry.
Tryin' to inject some sense hoping you could relate.
Now I can't care anymore.
You never knew me. Talk shit behind me, post it online for everyone to see. Well, who's wrong? I never talked about you online. But if you had to resort to this, what can I do? You probably not gonna read this page, but at least other people will hear of this like you wanted. Ok ok. It's ALL my fault. I'm cowardly. ok. I kept it low-profile. I never told the whole world about it. That's why I'm cowardly. And you have to tell the whole world about it. I'm so proud of it.
I wanted to clarify but you didn't want. We can help correct each other in what was wrong. But you didnt want. Ok ok. I'm guilty. You're angry and so am I. Don't I have feelings too? I NEVER WANTED to upset you. Clarifications' out of the equation.
We both were wrong. I know I was wrong to force an answer outta you. But that was to know how you felt. To know what you wanted. Friendship? I said okay. Then ignore and avoid. I became the worst - in your eyes. Okay. And you too. All your friends have all the qualities that I dun have. Even people whom you once said was horrible. It's nothing, okay. It's nothing. I don't wanna care anymore. We both aren't gonna back out of this. You don't.
Wasn't you who said of the thing that love NEVER existed between us? And now you say I assume. It's always me assuming. I contradict because you said it didn't exist? What sense? We couldn't compromise 'cause we never got the chance to.
It wasn't about pin-pointing the blame. It's about cooling down. You said after CNY. So I waited.
Never wanted to blame you, wanted to come to a conclusion and that's it. Now we can't even talk about it no more. I admit, we were both wrong. I don't wanna pin-point. But the tone you use. Ok. ALL MY FAULT. Keep thinking that way and maybe you'll be the happier one.
Believed in true love, but now, NEVER.
Wished to see you smile once more, and don't be so angry.
Tryin' to inject some sense hoping you could relate.
Now I can't care anymore.
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