Tuesday, September 19, 2006

On the surface..

Welcome.. To this dangerous safe city.. Not to be named.. To tell you the story how the vulnerable minds of its people have been brainwashed and contaminated.. And how they actually use the money they seep from the society.. This establishment that's actually allowed to con our money legally..

It's been a while since we've sat down to think about it,
You've been through a mile, now come down and have a treat
This shit seems attractive, appealing, appalling isn't it
Baits to these fish, one by one, we con and feed it, then we eat it
Or keep them safe in aquariums, sold like meat, transmitted
They are meat- and what's worse is they can't stand on their feet
So they feed off the feeder; it seems so safe to swallow and eat
Be self-reliant - that's what they say, so they ask us to pay
For our whole lives we've been asked to work every single day
This is how they treat us, and ask us to shut our fucking mouth
Improvements? Yea we'll improve, but keep comments to yourself
Democracy they call it, earn respect by proving yourself
Meritocracy they call it, yearn protection, well FUCK THEMSELVES
They used to ban protection fees didn't they? Underground at bay
They banned caches, took all your income catches, and bribed to sway
The voters, and it seemed to them this society's democractic
It's a propriety that's erratic, notoriety that's pragmatic
So they collected taxes that was supposed to be for the good of the nation
And distributed food in rations, 'hey what year is this!?'
In those days when history was present, of course you would miss
Those disgraceful acts, done behind your back, secret attacks
The genocides of blacks, coincides with the sacred tracks,
It's funny, we have the same lifespan, but they lived more than us
Not in terms of how long they live, but how much shit they've been through
Never been to school, that's the trait, they weren't educated,
But they've seen, witnessed, listened to true stories of desecration
Of their pride, culture, history, the right they had the right to have
They were bereth of hope, but at least now they all know the truth
Maybe we all haven't been through shit, that's why you
Claim you live shitty lives, but to them, your stories ain't new
'God damn my life's original!' , truth is, that's a late debut
So you're pitying yourself while they're mocking at you fools
I admit, I've never been through shit in my life, growing up pampered
I was a pampered boy, dependent and my life was unhampered
I lived off my parents and the government, never endangered
Never seen an eclipse, 'what's the dark side of the world?'
Until age fourteen, lived out of this mentality as a teen
Met this man by the name kinetik, gave me a 'stillmatic'
And that technique speaks the truth, and while he was still at it
Introduced me those shady antiques, styles that were unique
To show me, 'hey, we're all safe on the surface!'
Face it, you guys disgrace, y'all are just off the pace off the race,
Feedin your blood as nutrients to the root of all evil,
When they're not even facing an upheaval, maybe you should pop some pill
I'm sure you will, if the establishment tells you to, you'd get thrilled
But what if I tell you that's poison, even worse than poisonous lead
Like what're you gonna do, just stone there, prepare to be fed
It's just sad, see kids take two-fifth of their lives to be 'grad's
And be mad, when they becomin' mums and dads, you forsee that
But you dun say no shit, the average people keep words to themselves
Because we're all scared to lose our freedom, our assets, our wealth
So they think they can stealth right there, and take on this world themselves
These intellectuals think the same, but they don't assert themselves
Wisdom and maturity comes with age, now let me tell you this
That's BULLSHIT! If you just pretend you know no shit about this
So I devout this, let's spout the truth in the form of hip-hop
'Cause we all know the truth, but we're no eager to equip these mobs
With what they deem as the 'matrix', but they know these words transfix
These problems' a must-fix, now let's give these corrupts the deep six
Double-law regime, for now talk is cheap, so is cheap the talk..

Sometimes I feel like a dog bein' walked, see there's this lock
That I wanna unlock, for this time I wanna be the jock
I wanna getta hold of this job, not another share in the stocks
Or a bird in the flocks, just the man everyone listens when he talks
Be shocked, when you see this man does no crock, R-I-P. Steve,
We know you gave it a mighty heave, now the audiences grieve,
Wishing you were back doing your documentaries, your obituary
Was something big here in your sequel, there, that's why woe betides
See that's why when i see everyone commiting suicide, worldwide
I sit back and watch these kids behave and witness how they die
And when they die, I see tears of people who actually pay the price
So everyone just tries and tries, but they can't reach out for the prize
Then they decide to play the game of chance, but no time suffice
And no one's surprised, coz' we all know what's holding us back
Off the surface they're the true hijackers, our houses they ransack,
Real brainers, it's our brains they rack, 'heck these political hacks'
Stop your sissy acts, signing these illusionary ingrained pacts
Feigning, make BELIEVE what we perceive, kids fail to comprehend
Pain, under this reign we abstain, now adrenaline rushes veins
Of the hated, for fear that our brain may one day maturate
But we live on to stand by every statement we ever stated
It's an understatement, to say we can't make our payment because
We work, live and breathe low-profilely, never to be the claimant
Never to be the famed one, to be the same homosapiens
Only to be the tamed ones, lame, let us be the ones aimed-
-At, let us be the fuel, you be the flame, and take our credit
History of mankind.. Read it, so maybe, effort, you can discredit
But I would never allow this to be gone undetected
And I would never allow defectants go unrejected
Respected, life.. Don't trust me to repeat like you expected
Fucking truth and lies, myths and legends, safe and protected
Drugging proofs and evidences, civilians strafed during the war
Millions of people wounded, dying from shots of the 'fo-fo'
Now it's still no different, deep into the society we explore
See people hitting rock-bottom, jobless, part-time jobs in stores
This ain't no movie.. But why does this world misunderstand me
Trapped in this system like a vortex, rage against.. Nobody..
It's just me.. A fight against myself, just a plan to fight the law
I'm not doing so just to be an outlaw, but to find the flaw
In the system we're living in.. To ply open this surface
That's superficial, so that we can implant one that's artificial

'Cause man.. I believe in destroying this system, that's safe on the surface.. If we can see the subtext, beyond what we see on the appearance of all things..

Sunday, September 03, 2006

ThIs BiG iLlUsIoN (Finalised)



"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."
Corinthians 13:4-8

Love. What is love? Love is an illusion I should forget
A shouldn't-have-taken step, something I regret, it's sad
'Cause at first it drove me crazily mad, heart at combat
But that's a past thing, thought love was lastin', lustin', blastin'
With all the 'I love you' a must thing, yea now I see love rustin'
Like vanishing sun rays at dusk, wishin' I could find someone
To trust, come to think of it, those silent nights I spent, it sucks
Alone in the dark, wishin you were there to be my spark
Now I'm strollin' in the park, just me alone, in the dark
Thinking how love fell apart, brink of hurting my heart
Remember that piece of art you drew? That was the best I've seen
I'm sorry I didn't go through what you went through as a teen
But you could and should have told me what was wrong.. Was it me?
Is it true that I screwed it? Knew it, I was just busy
Didn't knew you got to become so petty, but you see
I thought we shared something common, thought you understood me
Love's patient, that's nonsense.. That's not how the love concept should be
Except sometimes we get on a bicker or something like that
Quarrelin', just because you give a snicker or something like that
After that we get it resolved 'cause love revolved around this
But then you got him in and the situation evolved abound this
Surround me, a couple judged amiss, with him double 'bliss'
With me in a midst of trouble, I was humbled, fumbled
Then one night, that daunting ring, tellin me now I have to subsist
As the past flings, now everyday I wait on the waiting list
Awaiting christmas, revealin in advance my wishin list
Wishing one day you'd be mine, until that day I'll be fine
I hope one day, you'll feel remorse over your decision
That caused our division, failing to vision life without me
Shit, I'm not in a position to have you here with me
To share with you those once happy dispositions of mine
But thanks to you, you've fuckin changed my definition of time
By just crossin' over that line; anticipate romance?
Kiss my ass you can, I'll kick his ass with this can
Fakin' idiots trying to be the man, yea he can be your man
Till I kick some sense, use COMMON SENSE to infuse this defence
I'll be on the OFFENSE when I foil and defuse his pretense
With hatred so immense, with jealousy incensin', I'll be dispensin'
Cling, Clash, Blast, Bling, Blink! Sting, Flash, Rest your eyes now, darn you pink things!
Harm you stink things who try to confuse things, It's amusin'
'Cause you say love does wonders, yet it tears hearts asunder?
One blunder and it brings you ten feet under, dangerous girl
Beautiful on the outside, evil on the inside, strangerous world
Your weapon, charm; your mission, get out there and do mental harm
You're armed with charm, I'm armed with my weapons in the form of words
To blurt, out to save these third worlds, to rescue this world of nerds
Religionists psychoing me to convert, little known they're berserk
With quotes exalting love, responsibilities he can smirk,
Give me ten million lies, I'll exploit them ten million times, jerks!
Justify your lies with even more lies, defy my orders,
Deny that accuse, guilty, try hiding that blink of an eye
Get rich or die tryin', I've been waiting for my entire life
I'll perservere, but I hope I won't have to end my career
I won't shed another tear, until the day I retire..
I've repeated this so many times, even I find it tirin'..
WARNING: this big illusion that's got earthlings admirin'..