I think almost everyone feels this fear once in a while. When you're forgotten.
Have been having the same dream about something that I don't even know if it's true. I'm not really bothered by it, just felt that I had to jot it down somewhere for me to recall about it. Let's see if it's really true. Havent been in the right frame of mind lately.
Guess what.
I miss a lot of people.
My family, my relatives, my close friends.
It comforts me somehow, to know these people still remember.
That despite the fact my handphone and com is spoilt.
(I'm using my laptop now. Ain't that sad!)
Hai.
Anyway, thanks to Aidan for that 1+ hr of conversation we had that day. No matter how long u've been gone, I can't forget this friend of mine. It's been some 2,3 years, and it's amazing we can still chat like bestest of friends. To like share so many common topics, I was so happy to be able to talk to him. =D
And Jing. I've received ur letter and replied to it asap. I feel so touched to receive your postcard! =D But the thing now is, o.g. 27 has been torn to pieces. We no longer contact each other anymore, coupled by the fact my com and hp's spoilt. That's worse. I somehow feel kinda irrelavant to a lot of things out there. It's just weird la. I hope all of us can still chat like good friends, but it's hard. Everyone has got their own lives to live.
Even my three very nice 'sisters' =D We can still chat and talk rubbish I hope, although it wasnt too long ago we did that =D And for someone who chu lian le! Hope everything goes out smoothly for you. Anything must update me! =D
To Jun Wei, thanks for going out to the concert with me! It's surprising how we can still be such good friends after being such a total idiotic, selfish bastard I was back in sec 2. Ha. But it's over, I'm just looking forward to a lot of things, amongst which includes the end of promos and PW. These are just short term goals.
And please, if I havent included ur name here, it's just that I feel there's somethings that words can tell. I'd rather keep it in my heart, even if one day, anything's forgotten.
You'll Never Walk Alone.
p.s. THX JING! LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR NEXT LETTER! =D
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Solitude.
Everything seems so fast.. I can barely rmbr what I've done for the past few weeks.
Just a recount of a few things:
Yesterday's class was absolutely interesting. The class like went mad. Everyone was joking in every lesson. Yet somehow, everyone was focussed too. I like my class, the guys. The girls i cant really make any comment cause I've yet to really talk to them. Even if i do, the manner which they respond just makes me lose my appetite.
Not that the guys in class havent really put in enough effort. In fact, I think people like Jian Yao, Eugene and I, we're trying very hard to promote interaction between the class. But why cant everyone tell? It's just. Aiya.
Anyways, Chinese class was totaly rubbish. 2 hours of nonsense. Mr Gan was going through the 成語練習. the scenario was like this:
Mr Gan: 目空一切是什麽意思？
Class: 不知道！
Mr Gan: 目空一切就是很像很驕傲的人啊！我們這班有沒有？
Class: 宇淵！
Me: 我?!
Mr Gan: 是嗎?可是目空一切的人也是要有本事啊！看宇淵這樣的人，怎麽可能目空一切？
Me: ...
Chem Lesson:
(Jun kang throws rubbish, misses the bin)
Mr Goh: Jun Kang go and throw the paper!
Jun Kang: But it went in what!
Mr Goh: No, it didnt!
JK: HA! Parallax Error!
LOL. What the hell is going on??
Today my mum and I went to see Mr Gan for meet the parents session. Didn't get a scolding from my mum, she was very understanding in fact. =D Mr Gan was saying i'm a very 開朗,但開朗不代表隨便. But my mum disagreed. It was more like a crapping session in fact. But Mr Gan was saying he knows that I can do better. And he's worried. After I left the class MR Gan gave me a pat on my back. That made me felt a lot better. He said that it's no more life in jc now, and that I agree. really gotta start buckin' up. Means no more writing, no more hanging out. It's plain stupidity la actually. But to think that everyone is putting in so much effort, makes me feel i should abide by it. Lol. Had a little chat with aidan online. He's doing pretty much well now. And he's hoping to see me soon! i'm just glad not to be forgotten by some of my close friends. But till then, maybe a solitude will tell who they are.
In the meantime, since my hp's spoilt and so is my com, i dont have a choice. Hope everyone can help update me on ur numbers coz i've lose everyone's contacts!
THX!
To the you who's reading this line now,
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.
Just a recount of a few things:
Yesterday's class was absolutely interesting. The class like went mad. Everyone was joking in every lesson. Yet somehow, everyone was focussed too. I like my class, the guys. The girls i cant really make any comment cause I've yet to really talk to them. Even if i do, the manner which they respond just makes me lose my appetite.
Not that the guys in class havent really put in enough effort. In fact, I think people like Jian Yao, Eugene and I, we're trying very hard to promote interaction between the class. But why cant everyone tell? It's just. Aiya.
Anyways, Chinese class was totaly rubbish. 2 hours of nonsense. Mr Gan was going through the 成語練習. the scenario was like this:
Mr Gan: 目空一切是什麽意思？
Class: 不知道！
Mr Gan: 目空一切就是很像很驕傲的人啊！我們這班有沒有？
Class: 宇淵！
Me: 我?!
Mr Gan: 是嗎?可是目空一切的人也是要有本事啊！看宇淵這樣的人，怎麽可能目空一切？
Me: ...
Chem Lesson:
(Jun kang throws rubbish, misses the bin)
Mr Goh: Jun Kang go and throw the paper!
Jun Kang: But it went in what!
Mr Goh: No, it didnt!
JK: HA! Parallax Error!
LOL. What the hell is going on??
Today my mum and I went to see Mr Gan for meet the parents session. Didn't get a scolding from my mum, she was very understanding in fact. =D Mr Gan was saying i'm a very 開朗,但開朗不代表隨便. But my mum disagreed. It was more like a crapping session in fact. But Mr Gan was saying he knows that I can do better. And he's worried. After I left the class MR Gan gave me a pat on my back. That made me felt a lot better. He said that it's no more life in jc now, and that I agree. really gotta start buckin' up. Means no more writing, no more hanging out. It's plain stupidity la actually. But to think that everyone is putting in so much effort, makes me feel i should abide by it. Lol. Had a little chat with aidan online. He's doing pretty much well now. And he's hoping to see me soon! i'm just glad not to be forgotten by some of my close friends. But till then, maybe a solitude will tell who they are.
In the meantime, since my hp's spoilt and so is my com, i dont have a choice. Hope everyone can help update me on ur numbers coz i've lose everyone's contacts!
THX!
To the you who's reading this line now,
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Where we left.. And still at where we left.
S03 at sentosa.
Quite a few of us went.
Victoria, Polly, Dan Fong, Phoebe, Pong, Hazel, Shirley, Yoo, Sharon, Shawn, Lucas, Mark and myself! ha.
This was the class that had so much fun together. Or, maybe, just a few of us, as I realised not everything turned out the way it was supposed to be.
I don't really wanna go into the details, but I feel it's totally different now. Everything is different, people change. And that makes me ponder sometimes, is it worth my time?
Friends, especially good friends are hard to come by, maybe a few will be good enough. Friend treasurer? No matter how much, how great a friend you can be, people will never know unless they acknowledge such a fact.
So to people who feel that they do need to tell someone spccial something, don't be afraid, just let it out. People never know unless you allow them to know.
Three friends whom I don't really got to know, but I really do treat them as friends, good one. But the things that they do, makes me feel like.. We're still at where we left.. And maybe a foot further.
P.S. For the three of you who'll never know, thanks! =D
Quite a few of us went.
Victoria, Polly, Dan Fong, Phoebe, Pong, Hazel, Shirley, Yoo, Sharon, Shawn, Lucas, Mark and myself! ha.
This was the class that had so much fun together. Or, maybe, just a few of us, as I realised not everything turned out the way it was supposed to be.
I don't really wanna go into the details, but I feel it's totally different now. Everything is different, people change. And that makes me ponder sometimes, is it worth my time?
Friends, especially good friends are hard to come by, maybe a few will be good enough. Friend treasurer? No matter how much, how great a friend you can be, people will never know unless they acknowledge such a fact.
So to people who feel that they do need to tell someone spccial something, don't be afraid, just let it out. People never know unless you allow them to know.
Three friends whom I don't really got to know, but I really do treat them as friends, good one. But the things that they do, makes me feel like.. We're still at where we left.. And maybe a foot further.
P.S. For the three of you who'll never know, thanks! =D
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