ThIs BiG iLlUsIoN (Finalised)

"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."
Corinthians 13:4-8

Love. What is love? Love is an illusion I should forget
A shouldn't-have-taken step, something I regret, it's sad
'Cause at first it drove me crazily mad, heart at combat
But that's a past thing, thought love was lastin', lustin', blastin'
With all the 'I love you' a must thing, yea now I see love rustin'
Like vanishing sun rays at dusk, wishin' I could find someone
To trust, come to think of it, those silent nights I spent, it sucks
Alone in the dark, wishin you were there to be my spark
Now I'm strollin' in the park, just me alone, in the dark
Thinking how love fell apart, brink of hurting my heart
Remember that piece of art you drew? That was the best I've seen
I'm sorry I didn't go through what you went through as a teen
But you could and should have told me what was wrong.. Was it me?
Is it true that I screwed it? Knew it, I was just busy
Didn't knew you got to become so petty, but you see
I thought we shared something common, thought you understood me
Love's patient, that's nonsense.. That's not how the love concept should be
Except sometimes we get on a bicker or something like that
Quarrelin', just because you give a snicker or something like that
After that we get it resolved 'cause love revolved around this
But then you got him in and the situation evolved abound this
Surround me, a couple judged amiss, with him double 'bliss'
With me in a midst of trouble, I was humbled, fumbled
Then one night, that daunting ring, tellin me now I have to subsist
As the past flings, now everyday I wait on the waiting list

Awaiting christmas, revealin in advance my wishin list

Wishing one day you'd be mine, until that day I'll be fine

I hope one day, you'll feel remorse over your decision

That caused our division, failing to vision life without me

Shit, I'm not in a position to have you here with me

To share with you those once happy dispositions of mine

But thanks to you, you've fuckin changed my definition of time

By just crossin' over that line; anticipate romance?

Kiss my ass you can, I'll kick his ass with this can

Fakin' idiots trying to be the man, yea he can be your man

Till I kick some sense, use COMMON SENSE to infuse this defence

I'll be on the OFFENSE when I foil and defuse his pretense

With hatred so immense, with jealousy incensin', I'll be dispensin'

Cling, Clash, Blast, Bling, Blink! Sting, Flash, Rest your eyes now, darn you pink things!

Harm you stink things who try to confuse things, It's amusin'

'Cause you say love does wonders, yet it tears hearts asunder?

One blunder and it brings you ten feet under, dangerous girl

Beautiful on the outside, evil on the inside, strangerous world

Your weapon, charm; your mission, get out there and do mental harm

You're armed with charm, I'm armed with my weapons in the form of words

To blurt, out to save these third worlds, to rescue this world of nerds

Religionists psychoing me to convert, little known they're berserk

With quotes exalting love, responsibilities he can smirk,

Give me ten million lies, I'll exploit them ten million times, jerks!

Justify your lies with even more lies, defy my orders,

Deny that accuse, guilty, try hiding that blink of an eye

Get rich or die tryin', I've been waiting for my entire life

I'll perservere, but I hope I won't have to end my career

I won't shed another tear, until the day I retire..

I've repeated this so many times, even I find it tirin'..

WARNING: this big illusion that's got earthlings admirin'..