Sunday, May 22, 2011

Too Much Pride

Lazarus:
Too Much Pride (feat. Stretch Money)

Hands on Mouths

And it seems nowadays people have forgotten our past
Where we came from, how we used to gain their unquestioned trust
FUCK THAT! No one ever doubted your contributions
But stop acting like that should justify the arrogance
Problem is, that seems to be exactly what the problem is
Respect, but don't expect us to bow like the praying mantis
Expats influx rate at what should have been in thirty years
Challenging our labour and the culture right over here
Never has the top and bottom been so divided
So we about to stand up as one people united
And be counted because we are not the fucking servants
It's been a landslide win but you still about to be served up

And I'm not religious so what the hell am I praying for
Let's put an end to these political or resource wars
Never have I seen Uncle Sam so aggressive before
Never have I encountered mind games so subtle before
People don't believe they need chains to be slaves anymore
People say I need to stop these crazy thoughts before I fall
But the Gods have sent messages of judgement day
And there was nothing we could do to stop what he had to say
We don't put our hands over our mouths, no we don't
I still be sending messages of truths on my smartphone
..
I breathe it, I live it, I believe in it, that's true hip hop
The message and the passage, non-stop to the tip top

Thursday, May 19, 2011

The King, The Prince, The Princess

A king tries to win over the hearts of his citizens
But, but these people won't listen to the bullshit of his vision
Can't envision the mission, we're destined for fission
When each claims to hold the key to eternal wisdom
It's an indication of negate effects in full motion
One swing is all it takes for these effects to go in tandem
From the minimum to maximum pessimism
Specks of skepticism in sequential periods, pendulums
But time plays down chronology in very slow motions
So I see the flaps of the wings in the very split second
As the world spins and passes by, everything is frozen
Time is the robber of the biggest dreams and passion

And the prince keeps his mental in check in training sessions
Gotta keep the wheels in the full cycle and please 'em
Tries to hide the anger but instead releases the rebellion
Rebellious inside the boy he has won his over with seduction
He succumbs to the tempting temptations in silent notion
But the God is in within in every situation
He pleads, but falls to the fiery depths in the death fashion
With no indication of the slightest remorse or repent
Been taught to hold up the pen against the immoral system
We all vie for oxygen amid the strangulation
But deprivation is too much to bear inside this box of regulation that's full of complaints and unaccounted compensation

The princess lies within her seven by seven square box
Inside this coffin but it's double and triple locked
Her feet are cold despite the double woven wool socks
Pays attention to the single ticks of the grandfather clocks
The castle is full of them but only one can unlock
The cursed spell that holds her down like a boulder rock
Awaits for the prince with the courage and wit to outfox
The master of these pieces and his three hot-headed bull dogs
As the sun sets and the leap year looms, she grieves a night of sobs
The flashback flashes and creeps in with the mental blocks
As the empty door swings like the promise of that final dot
Tying the knots at the loose ends.. like the perfect orthodox.

Smile :)

And it seems nowadays everyone wants to be king..

Don't forget who was the one who compromised with you, bitch.

And now there seems to be some sort of a rally ongoing.

What the hell is really going on? I know what's going on,.

It seems insane that detachment seems to recur so many times in this one life..

Why do I have to subject myself to this torment?


prince in practice moans for the attention that he wants
But most of this town won't even dignify his ignorance with a response
Left to a crowded foster home by a 15 year old mom
Never been held in anyone's arms when you've never been moved its really hard to move on
A young saleswoman sets up shop when the sun sets
She'll make your wildest dreams come true at a price you wont forget
The sadly married set up alibis no harm no regret
Hoping they meet an angel in bed that can wrestle the devil right out of their heads
This city runs fast, no one has time to sit with themselves
No time to look into our pain or see its the same as everyone else
It's here, it's there, it's everywhere tears soak each card the dealers dealt
But time taught me how to see every second as heaven even though they're perfectly disguised as hell
And I refuse to let past bruises cover the light
It ain't all good, but its all good enough, so i know im alright
Agony is truth its our connection to the living
I accept it as perfection and keep on existing
in the now..

I can only build if I tear the walls down
Even if it breaks me I wont let it make me frown
I'm falling but no matter how hard I hit the ground
I'll still smile
I can only build if I tear the walls down
Even if it breaks me I wont let it make me frown
I'm falling but no matter how hard I hit the ground
I'll still smile

...ear to ear as if that's all I'm here for
Despite the wars founded by the rich, funded by the poor
Kids barely 18 are dying so billionaires can make more
Elsewhere hungry mothers watch their babies starve to death in a beat up shack on a dirt floor
The aged professor quotes "Freedom's without a path"
Now he dresses like a widow and preaches "love is dead" in every class
But curiosity killed the cat and taught the dog in him how to act
And it burned his bridge to Jill so he tries to drown the guilt with a bottle of Jack
Self proclaimed rebels say "We must oppose the system!"
"You gotta take a stand!" "If you're not against them you're with them!"
Signs read "Support the troops bring em' home!" "No more innocent victims!"
But when a homeless veteran asks for spare change you're to busy protesting to even listen
And I'm no different I live in conflict and contradiction
But it can be so beautiful when I don't reject what lies within
It's beautiful the way agony connects us to the living
I think of the world when I hurt, and keep on existing
in the now..

I can only build if I tear the walls down
Even if it breaks me I wont let it make me frown
I'm falling but no matter how hard I hit the ground
I'll still smile
I can only build if I tear the walls down
Even if it breaks me I wont let it make me frown
I'm falling but no matter how hard I hit the ground
I'll still smile

Rest in Peace

Saturday, May 14, 2011

open windows.

and.. who cares?

i'm just alone with no one to share.

you want this dollar? take it.

when can we ever get away.?

i wished things didn't happen. but maybe it was best it did.

and now i can't even lead a simple life.

i'm living in the shadows of yesterday.

love is tough, who's to decide when's the best time to take this next step?

i'm not in love, just warning you in case you fall into that same trap

if i wanted to do it i would have done it way back, but i didn't.

your window is open.

so is mine.

his.story.

is this how history played itself out?

history doesn't have to affect the way we deal with people today, but some people are just outright arrogant and annoying.

and history teaches. once again.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

What time is it?

Wait, is this the right time?

Think about your future.

One too many

Too many people tryin' to play judge
Too many people tryin' to stay plugged
Too many people tryin' to juggle
Too many things in their struggle

Too many people innocently venal
Too many people accidentally viral
Too many people manipulating
Too many people needin' contemplating

Too many people playin' with history
Too many people blinded wit' his story
Too many people giving too many chances
Too many people giving too few chances

Too many people broke in their talents
But remain people rich in their balance
Too many people broke in their balance
But remain people rich in their talents

sorry.

Maybe next year.

I can't wait for then either.

But so many things on hand..

So many things.

Monday, May 09, 2011

dear protagonist

Dear protagonist,

Skeptical about who you hang out with.?

Maybe? Maybe!

Your sincerely.

Educate, people, educate.

Am I suggesting that these ministers and politicians are venal?

No I am not.

I don't believe in a corrupt-free society, but the amount of money we taxpayers pay to be manipulated is ridiculous.

It's even more outrageous when I hear coffee shop talk about how generous the establishment is, with the funds we collected recently.

First off, it's not a lot, when you consider how much we are paying in taxes.

Secondly, it's our own motherfucking money. We paid for our own shit.

How ignorant and oblivious can these people be?

Our people need to be educated.

The elections may have been over, but there's still a long way to go for change.

Sunday, May 08, 2011

2011年5月8日,母親節


是親情,讓每一天的生活充溢著一份很平常但卻永恒的溫暖。

隨著嵗月逝去,我們常常將我們最珍貴,最完美的呵護 - 母愛,待為理所當然的。

但不管我們再怎麽錯,你瞧,每個媽媽的笑容中浮現著愛,那是無私
的愛,是崇高的愛, 是偉大的母愛。

有人說,母親是心靈的港灣,而媽媽們的笑容,讓美麗完美無瑕..
這句話我同意。

謝謝媽媽的愛,五月的康乃馨將為妳們而燦爛盛開。2011年5月
8日,母親節快樂!

But this pen.

This is all I have. I have nothing else.