Thanks, Mary Anne =)

Another weekend, finally having the time to write.

Today's Liverpool's clash with Bolton, I hope they can overcome them quite easily, especially with Gerrard back. My prediction, Liverpool to win 2-0. Hopefully.

Anyways, this week's been quite a hefty one I must say. Quite a lot of things to do. The Chinese test on Friday was like. Damn! So long! I was falling asleep and decided to give slip-shot answers and just get on with it. The test even stretched to 1015, that's the one whole period of Maths gone! But who really gives a damn. Don't we all enjoy our Fridays? Including the fact that there's no more Chinese Writing Lessons.

One thing though, there was the speech day rehearsal. If not I would have been playing soccer with the rest of the guys. But I was relatively happy with my soccer performance today during PE. I scored a wonderful goal from half-field! Haha.. No glory though, cause there was no one in front of the goal. Shawn Wee went up for the corner, I got to the ball, and just gave it a shot from inside our team's own half! My new record, but really it was rather comical and fortunate that the ball went in. I hope my form can continue for tmr's TMS Cup match against 3V, although I wouldn't be pleased if the team is gonna be playing the way it is on Monday. But I'll probably try to keep my chill and not walk off the manner I did on Friday =X I was to some extent, frustrated at the minumum amount of my involvement in our team's play.

Hmms. But I wouldn't really say that the speech day rehearsal was a waste of time. The performance put up by the performers was magnificent, and I got to catch a glimpse of her while CO was performing! Haha.. It kinda brightens up my day every single time I see her, but I just cannot unwrong myself for the fact that she already likes someone else, constantly haunts me. I don't know whether or not to make a first step, or just let this moment slip. If someone could just guide me in the love race, it would be much easier, but reliance, to me, is a sin. This walk belongs to me. I gotta walk it myself I guess. All that I can hope for is for me to finally clear things up in my mind, and pick up the courage I need badly to create my own chance. After all, Mary Anne did reminded me that 'chances are what you give yourself, not what is given to you'.

Sometimes, when I really lose my chill and start ostracising myself, there's always someone there to give me a 'hand', and bring me back from the dead. And more often than never, it's always Mary Anne. I don't know how to express my utmost gratitude to you, but here I am to tell how much your words of wisdom means to me. Now, I feel that I've learnt not to be so dumb as I was back in those stupid lower secondary days to, you know, make a mess out of my own life and make myself so despiteful in front of everybody. But I'm still learning to be have what it takes to be the king of my own, 'cause this world is mine for the taking.