Friends (1)

Friends.
With them I never walk alone.

Without them, I'm still strong.
But you guys are what makes me strong in the first place.
You guys are the reason I'm happy in school.
I'm sorry to have let some of you guys down in the past.
But from now onwards, I'm prepared to make up for those things.
Because someone said before, "even the strongest man needs friends".
Apart from my mother and my sis, my life is only complete with friends.

Now below is my analysis of you guys.

Gabriel
You are strong. We know. You are smart. That we know.
You are a fun-loving guy. It's a recognised fact.
Although you may not seem that close to me, and neither does it work the other way round, do you know what my life in 4V will be like without you?
School has been a joke for everyone of us. But it is you who gives me the energy, the courage to be in school everyday. And to find some joy in school life. Now tell me who in 4V is as fun-loving as you? You may not seem significant, but you know, you can be someone great, 'cause I see the potential in you. You can do what you want, if you really set your mind to doing it.
In school you may always appear to be the slacker-type, the always 'provoking-people' type, the one who always generate rumours, the one who create troubles for teachers.
But what the teachers do not know is that, in you, there is a unique personality who never fails to cheer people up. =) You believe in what you trust in, because you only trust yourself. And that's what makes you unique.

Whatever the occassion, you'll always be part of the team. You never give up, always giving your best, even if you are given the dirties job to be done. And your effort have not gone unnoticed. If there's one person I'd say is the most creditable un-sung hero, it is you.

And the fact is,
You are the hero to many of us in school already.

..To be continued..

I'm Tired..

I never believed in trusting anyone else.. Or anything else until you appeared.

She had the life I once had. I had the life she once had.
But I never knew, or imagined things to turn out this way.
She used to tell me all the things to cheer me up.
I used to tell her all the things to cheer her up.
One day, she got happier. She's happier now I think.

And I believed in promises.
I made so many promises. So did she.
Now that she's gone, she's probably forgotten the promises she's made.
We can't even maintain our friendship anymore.

You told me to be your guide if you ever go Taiwan.
You told me to come back to see you if I ever leave Singapore.
You told me to reserve a song for you if I ever make it in music.

You told me that I was the only one you could trust and confide in.

Then you asked me what was it that I couldn't word it out. I just couldn't.
I knew things will happen, I knew things would change.
I knew history would repeat. I knew this was a risk.
But this was gonna be my only chance.

So for once I decided to trust in you.

You told me things would not change.
But feelings will fade.

You make it seem so simple.
But you don't know what you've just said.
And words, so real, but you can't keep them real.

You can't forgive me. And neither can I forgive myself.
No one is ever gonna believe what has happened.
And anyone who ever comes across this webpage would probably think that I'm merely repeating the the setting, the characters, the storyline in a TV drama.
But when it really happens on yourself, you can't handle the pressure.
I need something fresher, but the messages in my handphone..
It reminds me. That maybe things aren't so bad.
Once bitten, twice shy.
But what if you're bitten twice?

You know what?
You can't keep your promises.
But I'm still gonna keep mine..
Even if you don't like it, the truth is
You're the reason I'm enduring sleepless nights.

And in the darkest and lonly-niest nights. You remind me of
Our common item
The importance to sleep early
And that
You're happier now.

A good friend once told me we are memory, and that without them we equal nothing.

I'm glad that you've just found someone. 'cause he's gonna keep my treasure safer than me.
Now I'm tired of everything. But I'm pleased that I'm finally granted the permission to rest, since I don't have to worry about my treasure anymore.

I'll always wait for you, but in the meantime,
you must be strong. Stay happy. Forever. Always and always.














And I miss you.