I'm Tired..

I never believed in trusting anyone else.. Or anything else until you appeared.

She had the life I once had. I had the life she once had.
But I never knew, or imagined things to turn out this way.
She used to tell me all the things to cheer me up.
I used to tell her all the things to cheer her up.
One day, she got happier. She's happier now I think.

And I believed in promises.
I made so many promises. So did she.
Now that she's gone, she's probably forgotten the promises she's made.
We can't even maintain our friendship anymore.

You told me to be your guide if you ever go Taiwan.
You told me to come back to see you if I ever leave Singapore.
You told me to reserve a song for you if I ever make it in music.

You told me that I was the only one you could trust and confide in.

Then you asked me what was it that I couldn't word it out. I just couldn't.
I knew things will happen, I knew things would change.
I knew history would repeat. I knew this was a risk.
But this was gonna be my only chance.

So for once I decided to trust in you.

You told me things would not change.
But feelings will fade.

You make it seem so simple.
But you don't know what you've just said.
And words, so real, but you can't keep them real.

You can't forgive me. And neither can I forgive myself.
No one is ever gonna believe what has happened.
And anyone who ever comes across this webpage would probably think that I'm merely repeating the the setting, the characters, the storyline in a TV drama.
But when it really happens on yourself, you can't handle the pressure.
I need something fresher, but the messages in my handphone..
It reminds me. That maybe things aren't so bad.
Once bitten, twice shy.
But what if you're bitten twice?

You know what?
You can't keep your promises.
But I'm still gonna keep mine..
Even if you don't like it, the truth is
You're the reason I'm enduring sleepless nights.

And in the darkest and lonly-niest nights. You remind me of
Our common item
The importance to sleep early
And that
You're happier now.

A good friend once told me we are memory, and that without them we equal nothing.

I'm glad that you've just found someone. 'cause he's gonna keep my treasure safer than me.
Now I'm tired of everything. But I'm pleased that I'm finally granted the permission to rest, since I don't have to worry about my treasure anymore.

I'll always wait for you, but in the meantime,
you must be strong. Stay happy. Forever. Always and always.














And I miss you.