I am..

I am..
Distraught
Untaught
Unthought
I've fought, a lot
I've been.. A have-not

I've bought..
What I've sought
But if I was Bolt
I'd travel in time to see humans rot
If constellations weren't stars but just dots
If people weren't as selfish as you thought
If life wasn't as hard as you thought
If these nights weren't easy as you thought
If only.. You know what it feels like to be distraught.

If these lines make no sense to you
You'd probably think you've got no clue
But it's alright if i've got you blue
Tellin' true-s or down with flu
Yes i am skeptical, i am cynical
I am tangible, my chest's an example
If the treasure dots weren't so simple
More than what you deem as particles
But I guess in life anything is possible
If you realise it's cyclical
That's why we call it seasonal
But I hate times in the chapel
Maybe coz' they aren't conceivable
I've got my own attitude mental

I just hope they could just leave me
Want to be freed, I'll burn them money
And maybe leave them with a couple of pennies
Not that i ain't got sincerity
To offer them sanity
Mention thy vanity
You're sure to embrace me
And with a pen, trace me.
Sure it doesn't make no sense I'm just chillin' on the pressure on me.

When it all amounts to nothing..

How fragile life is.. haha.

"IF I AIN'T GOT YOU"
-Alicia Keys

[Verse 1]
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

[Verse 2]
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you

[Chorus]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

730.5 days of internal torment

Two years have passed with this much tests
It hasn't been the best, this I confess..

I can feel the pressure on my shoulder, for sure
If you want me on the same level, on par with my peer
Life is stressful inside this cesspool we call school
But as you imagined it's over without a clue
And it's true I missed SA, but they all say
They all play the same lame game, leavin' you dismay
They all say you couldn't mug-less for success
But the people before me haven't passed a single test
It doesn't matter if I leave here with a scarce-
city of stress, honestly learning here has been a mess
Even today I'm not sure the treasure in my chest
Because all I learn is to shade the ovals in my test
Yes, exams, stress, school, hypocrites is what I detest
If I were to rename them all I'll call them pests

And unless I see God make the sun rise from the West
I think you guys' have it all, because you're blessed..

Think About It..

Not exactly perfect but I got it done within 20 mins.. So I consider that some achievement? although the hook looks longer than the verses =X Actually I dun really know how I wrote it but I was just trying to picture a movie.. ha. hope it's not too bad!

Beat site: http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=537232

"THINK ABOUT IT"

[Hook]
Give you some time.. For you to think about it..
Give you some time.. You better think about it..
Give you some time.. For you to think about it..
Give you some time.. You better think about it..
Give you some time~

[Verse 1]
Just think about why love never turned out the way it's meant to be
The way that we perfected it, the way we imagined it in our mentality
We used to be so close that we couldn't separate, but now it's too late
Maybe it's fate, that we got too close, and now I see love turn to hate
It's entirely okay, okay to say, you were like the shining ray
Shinin' through the eclipse-d days, through walls of opaque clay
Parallel or non parallel, I never knew love could fall on me, fell
Never realised my love was the thin line between heaven and hell

But if I can..

[Hook]
Give you some time.. For you to think about it..
Give you some time.. You better think about it..
Give you some time.. For you to think about it..
Give you some time.. You better think about it..
Give you some time~

[Verse 2]
You said love was the purpose in life, if that's the case I have none
Coz you're all that I've got in life, the stormy days haven't been fun
And the truth is life after you hasn't changed much, I still miss you
I guess I should think about what I said, maybe I shouldn't have dissed you
But it doesn't matter anymore does it, since you're gone with my pearl
Never will I feel the same towards girls, not again in this world
Coz if it isn't for you, I'll never fall in love ever again
And you will, and can never feel my pain standing in the rain

[Hook]
Give you some time.. For you to think about it..
Give you some time.. You better think about it..
Give you some time.. For you to think about it..
Give you some time.. You better think about it..
Give you some time..
To save my world..

Please Don't Cry

I haven't really got any tune in my head, but it's just a random piece.
Shall edit it further coz it's not perfect.. Loads of room for improvement I know.. Oh well!

"PLEASE DON'T CRY"

[Intro]
You're my baby.. Please don't cry..

[Verse]
I don't know the reason you're cryin, but it makes me sad
So tell me the reason why, it makes me mad if he's bad
There's no need to suffer in silence and pretend you're dead
There's so much to life than

Coz..

[Hook]
If you're the area, I'm the radii
Then you're the sphere, I'm like your pi
If you're in fear, I will stand by (forever)
Coz you're my dear - please don't cry

[Verse 3]
The truth is that I love you like I love my sister (more than anything else)
You're like my sister, but you never know what spells
We're a line before lovers, I've never felt anything like this
Never deny a man of his will, because that's all I wanna do
To protect you from bodily ills with this pair of bare arms
So ring me an alarm
I'll be there for you.. So promise me that you'll never shed another tear for him..

[Outro]
Please.. Don't Cry.

Verse: Cadd9, ...
Hook: Dm, A#, F, C