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Friday, December 02, 2011


最近好難過

沒想到一個病可以拖那麽久還不快好

只想朋友、親人的安慰鼓勵快好起來
不想自暴自棄但真的好想放棄

說要死掉也太誇張
不過内心真的快撐不下去

看到這則網post的朋友可以說我很軟弱
可是這段時間裏,真的,我好想一個人靜一靜

皮膚惡化、精神氣色一天比一天糟糕
不想出門,我是怎麽搞的
這不是以前開心活潑的阿淵,你在幹嘛

懷疑自己快患上憂鬱症,明明就很多朋友邀約,自己是不孤單的
但是好像越來越孤僻了

生病了,臉紅腫了,I look grotesque
but why the fuck do i care?

靠腰 你管好自己就好了 不要來煩我


Story unfolded at 10:17 PM


PROFILE..

Emcee Zen
Artisan. Art iz Zen
Free Thought.
Live. Life.
21
14JULY'90
4FEB'07
29JUL'11 (新的開始)

UNFORGETTABLES..

13JULY'08
14JULY'08
3AUG'08
3-18NOV'08 (A Levels)

7JAN'09 (ENLISTED)
11MAR'09(P.O.P.!)
23MAR'09 (46)
15MAY'09 (TRADES)
24JUN'10 (ATEC 2)
17SEP'10 (BREAK!)
19OCT'10 (WALLABY)
06NOV'10 (HOME)
07NOV'10 (ORD)

27NOV'10
(BOARD GAMES!)
12DEC'10
(FAREWELL 1)
17DEC'10 - 26DEC'10
(EUROPE!)
17JAN'11 - 10FEB'11
(TAIWAN)
22APR'11
(STAY OVER!/RIO)
24APR'11
(FAREWELL 2)
06JUN'11 - 17JUN'11
(CHAPTER 21/ TAIWAN)
17JUN'11 - 22JUN'11
(TAIWAN)
23JUN'11
(I Cried..)
21JUL'11
(Club21 Chalet)

11AUG'11
(A NEW FIGHT BECKONS..)
01OCT'11 - 17OCT'11 (HARD TIME)



SEARCHIN'..

Singtel SMS
Starhub SMS

ESCAPE ROUTES..

CHANG SONG
CHU FENG
GUO BIN
HAN LIANG
HARNG-YI
JIA MING(old)
JIA MING(new)
JING NAN
PATRICIA
PATRICIA 2
PATRICIA 3
PATRICIA 4
REBECCA BLOGSPOT
REBECCA TUMBLR
SERENE
YI FENG
22MEN INVISION- THE FORUM
22MEN - THE Soccer Blog
CHRONICLES OF KOH
FOUR VERSATILITY'06
FOUR VERSATILITY'06 FORUM
婷婷姐姐!
彎彎網路漫畫
我們這一家!
links

REMINISCENCE..

done.. won.

somewhere else

'cause this is the only thing i want to do

travel!

無暇的美麗

friend on fb.. so?

放棄

yachtes and boats

what struggle?

who sees your pain when they themselves are in adv...



LINKS..

4SHARED.COM
AIDAN RECORDS.. ON BEBO
AIMINI MUSIC PLAYS
ANTI VIRUS TRIAL
BEE MP3
DREAM BOX STUDIO
KILLIN' SINS..
MAGIC?!
MP3
PSYCHO SILVER
SOCCER HIGHLIGHTS
THINK EXIST QUOTES
TIGOW
WMA-MP3 FORMAT CONVERTER

LIBRARY..

8NOTES.COM
AUGUSTI AMIGO
BASIC SONG WRITING /STAFF PAPER
CHORD NAMING
GUITAR CHORDS AND TABS
GUITARISTS NETWORK
GUITAR SCALES
IT'S HIP HOP
KILLER HIP HOP
MUSICNOTES.COM
MUSIC THEORY
MY PIANO
NUS SOCIOLOGY
PIANOTTE.SZM
PIANO MUSIC SHEETa>
PIANO SCORES
SCRIBD.COM
WORDS AND MUSIC
魔鏡歌詞網
吉他和弦總覽
吉他教學
瞇瞇眼吉他論壇
小戴的部落格
READING FISTS

IN MEMORY..

FOUR VERSATILITY'06
GEM 07/08 PHOTOS
LIVERPOOL GOALS GALLERY
PROM PHOTOS (ESTHER)
PROM PHOTOS (NICHOLAS YONG)
PROM PHOTOS (STEVE TEE)
RELICS

NDP 2009..

NDP PEEPS
NDP PEEPS FLICKR
NDP PEEPS FACEBOOK