Diary - Blog

Has. Next week's the match 4V - 4R, can't wait to get my feet on the soccer ball. This match's gonna be mine. Kang Yu doesn't mind giving me the captaincy of the team, he told me himself. But should I assume the role? I mean. I do think that I should lead the team, but at the same time, I feel that I lack the qualities to lead. Will I know what to do, what instructions to give before and during the match? Or will the team even listen.

I know, some people laugh at things such as assuming the role of captain. However, soccer is in my veins, I breathe soccer. I don't like the feeling of being on the losing side, no one likes to lose. You can say, 'give it another shot' or 'next time'. But somethings just cannot wait for a 'next'. Everytime I get onto the pitch, I give my best shot, although sometimes my best isn't up to standard. Herm. The worst, our team hasn't even practiced a single match! I strongly believe that our coordination will be worse than that of 4V when they played against 5A. They still had some form of coordination, but it was sorta distorted by the brilliance of 5A. Gabriel jokes that we should have a practice match with 5A, but i certainly don't want to lower our morale, for the consequence is obvious.

Yea. Anyway, just to leave a response to Jie Pin's comments. If a diary is meant for you to write your deepest secrets in it, and you're not suppose to unveil your secrets, what's the point of having a blog? You get it? This blog's not meant for y'all to understand me. It's my own record of my past thinking, and have a good laugh about it in the future when I read about it. Lame I know. But I'm glad at least people read about what I have to say about things circling my life.
But siltl, I dbuot y'all udnrenatsd.